orin 🌼🌱
@sunfloww6r.bsky.social
🌻 orin - 21 - they/it 🇰🇿🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️ 𓅯 silly creature :3!! 𓅰 very slow, please be patient <3 🐌 icon by lostfinds 🌼 art and ramblings. my safe space, i appreciate your visit 🧡🐛 🌈💚 sunfloww6r.straw.page
going through a horrid episode just to immediately set on risking to completely change my life in true orin fashion
had the sudden fortune of reconnecting with a great irl friend recently and of course once i get to audibly laugh and smile with someone again, my mother is, again, "jealous" and mad at me to the point of lashing out. i am in genuine despair and on the brink as it is
tw flashing lights, abuse, suicide, self-harm a little something i made in attempts to externalize the weird headspace i've been stuck in lately. really like how it came out emotionally
when you do something extremely embarassing just imagine the exact same thing happening to your favorite character
forensic psychology... wait for me. i'll be there in auh decade maybe
orin 🌼🌱@sunfloww6r.bsky.social · 2mo agoi can't believe that ace attorney, of all things, has kickstarted my hope for being able to discover a suitable career and actually enjoy it. and to study. i have abandoned the idea YEARS ago what is happening
despite all the horrid stuff, there is still something wonderful about coming out of a dissociative haze at an adult age. it really does feel like i have only been alive for a year at most, so i get to learn about the world and myself with all the adulthood advantages
Rotting, molding, pretty much. Fairly sure he's already dead. TW BODY HORROR, sh and s/xual imagery/undertones!! If you think these might be too much to handle for you, pretend this post doesn't exist and take care. 🫂 - - - - - - - - - - - #digitalart #horror #art see how brave I am, tagging my art
honestly never forgiving my grandmother for that one situation 2 years ago when after i told my brother how green is my favorite color, she looked him dead in the eyes and asked with a smile if he's noticed that i am only ever talking about myself. i really believe it hit the nail on the head
i can't believe that ace attorney, of all things, has kickstarted my hope for being able to discover a suitable career and actually enjoy it. and to study. i have abandoned the idea YEARS ago what is happening
what the helly happened there..... i'm shaking why am i not invisible suddenly /hj
orin 🌼🌱@sunfloww6r.bsky.social · 2mo agolittle sketch pageeeeeeoly shit is that a human being
i desperately nee d to comm someone for art of flo my sylveon leafeon baby i'm going to explode
how funny is it that the con i planned cosplaying nagito for ended up cancelling silently and scamming people
i'm incapable of quitting normally so i'm leaving them a note where i even drew the dog that bit me so his owner doesn't worry rhdjjsdajdjsjd ("thank you all so much for everything 💚 expect cats for a visit")
I DID IT I DID IIITTTTTTT TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY AND NOBODY SEEMS TO HATE ME i am so winning
orin 🌼🌱@sunfloww6r.bsky.social · 2mo agooh this is the worst okay i'll try to type up some message tomorrow after my shift so i don't have to see my boss for another 2 days at least
this also might be the most infuriating part because it's entirely their fault. i found out that i am this dog's 4th or 5th victim. it's the face and stitches every time. it's my coworker's dog, AND our boss knew. why the FUCK not a single soul warned me about this. even if he was staying for 1 day
oh this is the worst okay i'll try to type up some message tomorrow after my shift so i don't have to see my boss for another 2 days at least
speaking of the gay, that one girl who waltzed and bridal carried me when i went to the bar on my crisis day reached out a week ago and invited me to a concert on june 13 and i HOPE for the fugly stitches in my face to be GONE by that time. and for the concert not to blow up
orin 🌼🌱@sunfloww6r.bsky.social · 2mo agojune 1st quick scrap everything only the gay feelings are now allowed
pride doodle :3 happy priiiideeeeee #pridemonth2026 #pokemon #pkmn #lesbian #girlflux #ambiamorous #catgender #queerplatonic #alolapix #alolanvulpix #vulpix #queer #nonhuman
i think one of the biggest things that worry me the most out of this entire experience, is realizing to the full extent how deeply terrified i am of burdening people. to the point of apologizing to everyone at my workplace with a bleeding face, worried about inconveniencing them with my injury
orin 🌼🌱@sunfloww6r.bsky.social · 2mo agobruh got half of my lip bitten off by a dog at work before i was even kissed gg rip
it's so funny to me how the minor inconvenience at work in question ended up happening and was so not minor i only ended up profoundly confused and lost. look i wasn't YELLED at so it's fine. relatively .
orin 🌼🌱@sunfloww6r.bsky.social · 2mo agoit's all holding together so poorly i don't know what i'm going to do if a minor inconvenience happens. honestly just really scared and wishing i could get hospitalized so i could rest for just a little bit and maximize the chances of feeling better. but trying to work with what i have currently
sometimes i feel bad for making so much vent art, but i tend to forget that i just get an urge to visualize whatever i feel or think at all times, no matter what it is. it just so happens that i keep going through horrors endlessly
june 1st quick scrap everything only the gay feelings are now allowed
