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I essentially gave up on the stupid tail flop panel trying to get it neat and "right" but I learned if I don't know how to draw the thing (for now), I could just rely on the "energy" to carry it. I noticed this a lot in JJK where there are plenty of "messy" scribbles but you actually FEEL it... 🤔

I'm amazed how many new poses I get to draw from doing comics since the narrative demands it. You don't get to run away from drawing it or else it'll lose the impact you intended. Trying out screentones + hatching for the next mini comic. No idea what I'm doing and it's gonna be slow but I have to 💀

I found that in fact, a lot of people are lost and need someone to tell them what to do. Probably why a lot of self help media sell like hot cakes if the seller is convincing enough. Gives me a bad taste in my mouth seeing some "entrepreneurs" getting rich from people's desperation for meaning.

I should keep finding excuses to push my limits just a little further with each piece to force me to draw new things like in the last comic. My brain is fried rn from all the decisions I'd made from paneling to composition/pose/colors etc. It was a huge challenge, and I'm quite satisfied. 👻

I'm struggling to find other sound effect words for fast moving objects/ characters dashing other than "woosh"... I'm even using it for wind blowing. Everything is woosh rn...💀

❌Get scared of posting/reposting things you like since you always lose followers from them (for some reason) ✅ Keep posting/reposting to tell more about yourself and bring new people who actually vibe with them. It evens out.

Waiter, waiter! 5 billion more years of doomed siblings and their heart wrenching tragedies and/or falling outs that make me go into emo mode for ages and getting me to draw them happy instead for max cope please! (You bastards at hypergryph and fromsoft arggg💀)

...I gotta reframe my relationship with coloring. I don't think I actually hate it. I just don't understand it well and it doesn't come as naturally. It's hard so I've always been resisting it. I will learn to live with youuuuuuuuu 💀

- Still hate coloring! - Still cooking! (commissions for now) - Still haven't given up on my Nightreign doujin that's about 3 chapters long at this point (prob 4 in the end) - Need to figure out a faster way to draw (No color?) so I can actually manifest them. - AHHHHHHHHHHH - I love drawing!

The moment I return to twitter I can practically feel my blood pressure spike. It's such a stupid stressful environment. Actually here even, too. The only place I don't feel that anxiety is tumblr. There's something really nice and calming about it. Prob back in June. My peace is too perfect atm.

Back! China was awesome (especially the drinks---osmanthus milk tea 5ever). Reviewing mandarin proved to be a solid strat since no one in the area spoke English. The whole experience just makes me wanna go back and explore other cities! Revived and refreshed and was just what I needed! 🌸

No new art for a while yet. Busy reviewing my mandarin for a trip and cleaning to do anything else. Also went to clean for my parents too. All are time consuming, but it's a much needed quality of life for them. I may die in obscurity, but if I can improve a life or two somehow then I've won.

I love being angry at the state of things and going doomguy mode and clearing out an area. Cleaning is the BEST and I literally don't think of anything else except pure ragey determination at seeing the space transformed. It's very zen! YEAHHHH. This is how I get my drawing mojo back.

What good are tens of thousands of likes on works when posts about your preferences, desires, and opinions go unnoticed? All I'm getting is "Producing art is all you're good for on this site. Get back to work. No one cares about you as a person" and it makes me more bitter as a result. idk.

I typed out an incredibly long lamentation about wanting people to see me beyond what I create/HSR but the solution immediately became apparent: If I want other people to know that I have way more interests beyond gacha games, then I will have to (post/create content to) let them know as such.

I dunno what's going on but there seems to be a clapback from the east asian side about them 洋人s constantly moral policing media on twitter and I'm all for it. Stifling freedom of expression is the worst thing there is and it's as simple as don't like don't look. It's none of mine or your business.

I watched a fascinating video essay today and it briefly mentioned how we were fed the narrative that "adulthood sucks/is a rude awakening" and how childhood are simpler times to be yearned for because it's "better". At one point I really hated being an adult. But the vid changed my thinking.