🌱🦋 Fern 🦋🌱

@supimjusthere.bsky.social

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I tend to forget this exists. So, apologies for having no good news. Things have been getting worse due to it coming to the end of year. I thought that things were stable for me to stream again but I was wrong. Please don't read the attached poem if you're in a bad head space. Read at your risk

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I had to pry these words out of me I don’t think I’ll be posting or doing anything for awhile. I’ll try my best to make a Valentine’s Day post because the art I got is adorable and deserves something. Though I can’t write anything. Please take care

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My deepest apologies for having to make this announcement about my kofi. As of now I kindly ask people not to donate to me. I’m not in the best headspace and some days I get really close to giving up. It actually costs me to give refunds as well because of kofi fees. -

…. Fern Thoughts I can’t believe this isn’t the first time I came back from the hospital only to be left alone. I’m thankful to the online messages that say I’m okay but I don’t know. I’m sorry for all the trouble I caused. I hope you all take care and good luck.

General Update It looks like I have large gaps in my memory due to what happened. I’m aware the medication I took causes memory problems but I didn’t think it’d be this bad. I really don’t remember anything but the pictures I took in the hospital. Please do take care

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I wish to build upon this. The reason I did the refunds was because of guilt. No, I did not spend any of the money for luxury goods. My headspace is currently so bad that I feel like I don’t deserve the support but I truly do appreciate it.

🌱🦋 Fern 🦋🌱@supimjusthere.bsky.social · 2y ago

I think I managed to refund everyone on kofi. My deeply apologies for the trouble. All the pressure and stress got to me and I didnt know what to do

Over the past 48 hours I rewatched GOSICK. It was even better than I remembered. If you've never seen it, please watch it! Technically this would be my 3rd time watching. I originally watched it when it aired in 2011 & I liked it so much that I immediately rewatched it

GOSICK screenshot of Victorique telling you to shut your mouth and look unspeakably sad.