蘭魔
@swanchime.itch.io
29歳アメリカで生まれた🇻🇳人 Detroit, MI 腐男子。BLとかイラストが好きです。小説と漫画とゲームを制作しています。いつもBL進めが欲しいです。好きなBLを教えてください! https://suicidekings.ju.mp/ DM if you are interested in ENG <-> JP translation work with me
I'm quite in love with the reptation of the stone fruit black pages. And then the fire that's still on the characters head afterward/ @swanchime.itch.io
FARAWAY BLUE by Akino Kogomi @akinokogomi.bsky.social Two poetic & ephemeral stories about love, and what comes after. A debut collection from a new illustrator and comic artist. "I feel myself beginning to disappear from this world."
"With such violence the great city of Babylon will be thrown down, never to be found again." A day trip stretched to infinity; none can exist sanely under light of Ixion. Watch a cast of found family commit the sin of sorcery. #manga #sinofsorcery #comic #synexncity New Readers: synexn.city
I think if you're asking how much of my work is schizophrenic delusion, ask: why Can't this be true? why is it Not plausible? AND is a symbolic metaphor inherently "false"? but doesn't the symbolic comparison reveal More about the truth more accurately than a dry dictionary definition?
im gonna say the realest thing. I have no Fuking idea "what" coming out is
I'm not a career artist. I'm a psychopath amnesiac recovering my memory and praying for someone to listen
some people don't have the privilege of "being real" and the rest... have little in common with those "alive"
but I don't have to be alone. I'm rebuilding my life and there's already fireflies in it.
I'd rather be all alone in the world with only my brother to talk to than disrespect myself into believing in and enacting the suppression of the "unspeakable" - I want those who are unspeakable to know, at least I am willing to tell the truth. and I want others to know I exist/ed
to be honest, the only reason why I committed to living is because I'm "unable" to kill myself. my DID won't allow it. I attempted years ago and my alter pistolwhipped me so hard it took years of schizophrenic art sublimations to barely scotch tape together all the memories I eliminated from my life
the ppl who r going to help me thru the hell that is my life are "my weird and rare friends online" who listen to my stories and cherish them as my real ass tragic history; as something precious and important. I share my art bc I want a real connection with human beings who "could" care abt me
I have Complicated (traumatic) feelings about drawing and writing about sex. but it is an intrinsic part of my The Life experience and the women(?) I loved. and the one I didn't but tried desperately hard to delude myself I was okay about. (I was not ok)
ああああああムカつく! 俺はBLを静かで読めばいい。一人でおとなしく読ねばいい! 俺の部屋におとなしく寝てBL 小説を一人で読めばいい。それなら嬉しい! 色々なおかしいものを母は何故俺に混乱してったの?!アアアアアアアアぁああ 何故怒られた。
trilingualism is like Great until your neural circuits overload from the linguistic strain
using 3 languages every day is good and all until you have a seizure from neural overload 🤡 I am a joke
I had a seizure!! again!! I'm too busy to be thinking about The Numbers of Engagement unless you're talking to me about dynastic era war units from a feudal military general's perspective!! only then will I taste freedom!!
Michigan friends! Join me and my Resonant Soundscapes collaborators Marcus Elliot, Michael Malis, @saratea.bsky.social, Chien-An Yuan, and Julie Zhu at the Detroit Public Library next Sunday, 10/18 (2-4p, CSJ Friends Auditorium) for a live-improvised scoring of the silent horror classic "Häxan"!
Dubai chocolate and Bali chocolate are such funny names because theyre both Filipino
SUICIDE KINGS is my memoir. it "remembers" people I knew and loved. even the relatively grand scope of this project is still too narrow to capture everyone. but it pinches the thin milk film that coalesced on top