this account is like a peek into how horrible my relationship was. bitch you’re being cheated on and verbally abused and manipulated

i still can’t watch paddington but i can say it. i can see the title. i can scroll past it on netflix like its almost nothing. one day ill watch it.

i never thought i’d be able to hear the name austin again let alone say it + hear it 100x on a tv show. i’ve come so far from what’s happened to me. i still don’t feel much on my nipples but honestly that sounds like a plus for breastfeeding right?

somebody almost hit me while driving and i had to swerve which made me almsot hit somebody else who then tried to FOLLOW ME HOME!! PLEASE IM SORRY

i’m breaking up with her kind of somebody help me stand on it i hate myself i hate my mom for making me like this i hate my dad for making me like i hate him for getting better why does my brain think everyone will get better. it took him almost 10 years with a new family to get better she will not

Imagine Being TGirl George Washington

Also we broke up again yesterday and before it she told me she’d rather start all over with somebody else then keep going. I don’t know how to forget that. I don’t know how to move on.

Gf is so kind about it. i took two bites of mac n cheese the other day and then didnt want it because of no reason. she took it and ate it and tried to make me smth else :(

…@systhem.bsky.social · last yr.

i’ve been getting icked out by the idea of food recently. like i’ll be hungry and it’ll hurt but i don’t want to eat because eating is bad texture in my mouth no matter what i eat :(

i’ve been getting icked out by the idea of food recently. like i’ll be hungry and it’ll hurt but i don’t want to eat because eating is bad texture in my mouth no matter what i eat :(

tonight she kind of randomly told me ‘you’re not loving me the way i want to’ after 30 minutes of us giggling and kissing and turned away from me and fell asleep. i don’t even know what’s going on anymore. is somebody else fronting and i’m genuinely not remembering am i blacking out?

my fav thing to do is type out shitposts then discard them immediately

wanted to change my pfp but then remembered i’ve been playing Normal for the past few months bc of Gf so i havent saved any 💔

i hate that i have to be rude to strangers just because they’re men. i’m not rude. i’m sweet. i’m kind and i smile at people i don’t know and i hate it when i have to be weird. i wanted to roll down my window sir. i wanted to tell you where the 5 minute oil change is but She’s Watching

i Hate it when my Gf treats my SA the same as Sex. “i hate that you’ve had a man’s dick in ur mouth” well Honestyly it was Shoved In There it’s not really the same thing.

i miss quotev idk

if the earth didn’t start out habitable or even with life, can’t we assume that the other planets are also on their way to having life and just that we who are alive now (and for the next few million years) will never see it?

Yeah i’m definitely a lesbian sex w a dick has never felt so good. actually it’s never really felt that good at all

bought a strap 🩷

we got in an Argument today and she told me she hated me

me and Gf got a studio together :3

Update she got us kicked out anyways! time to rent

…@systhem.bsky.social · 2y ago

Ok it’s actually so hard to be around my gfs family that she’s living with rn because they do lots of drugs and deal and KILL PEOPLE but she grew up with that and thinks it’s normal and okay. We get into bad arguments when i express my dislike or feeling uncomfortable so for now im just hoping to

We’re back together :3

gf broke up with me over argument she started, escalated, and then finished.

I wish my girlfriend grew up in a safer nicer place. I wish she grew up in an environment that made her gentle, that made her sweet like i know she can be. i wish she was able to be how she is in her soft moments, all the time. i hate her family

idc i did nothing wrong.

gf lies to me about having photos of her ex on her phone. i get mad and say delete it and deleted her HWPLE PHOTO!!! OMG!!! i did not say do that please .

a bitch almost hit us then came up to my window talking abt ‘spiritually you knew we were gonna pull out’ girl what the hell are u talking abt

my masc taking longer than me to get ready is so cute

ariana what are you doing here

my gfs bought me new airpods bcs i’ve been complaining that mine don’t work :((( what if i killed her