Trisk

@tanraak.bsky.social

NSFW 🔞 | she/her 🏳️‍⚧️ Trisk | 30's | PNW | @azona-ad.bsky.social <3 | furry art

so... I got a new tablet to replace my broken laptop. I was excited to get it this morning, but I can't install or use much on it because everything asks for a Samsung/Google sign-in, and since I set up two-factor and my phone is physically broken, I can't sign into anything...

a little more on this: within the religious community, you're supposed to find peace and joy through specific beliefs, participation in the community, following certain life paths. It's supposed to be the ultimate answer to your ills and the "right" kind of happiness in life.

Trisk@tanraak.bsky.social · 4d ago

Then brokenness and suffering is appropriate, and the voices of guilt and shame that were installed in you are serving their task. Do you really dare to try to have inner peace the wrong way? Your family loves you, and this means they don't want you to be happy with yourself.

I guarantee all the furry artists you follow not only know each other, but are part of a secret society. We all go to the same kink parties as well. You'd be surprised how deep the conspiracy goes.

When I was not yet an adult, the internet felt like a portal to a place where it was safe to tell people the truth about what you felt and understood and who I was becoming, however much I fought against and tried to pray away the specter of that becoming.

Every day I discover another artist I watched and admired back in the day but since lost to time is actually still active under a new account and name and turns out to be trans

There is something I'll call the "circle of worry" in the friend circle: friend A is privately worried that friend B seems to be not doing well lately, friend B privately worries friend A is really on the struggle bus, friend C worries... we are all collectively Not Doing So Hot of late