something i’ve noticed that kinda annoys me is that my hands never reflect my weight elsewhere, like i weigh 109lbs yet i feel like my hands look the way they did when i was 120, it doesn’t bother me a ton but still, annoying
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Tearless - PULSE this song is really annoying, a big thank you to my neurologist for letting me record the beeps from an EEG readout machine and dave firth for allowing me to sample salad fingers
thinking about this dude i used to buy meth from who suddenly disappeared and i was like “that’s a bummer his stuff was great” and then i learned that he died via explosion, rip
went to the ups store to have a shipping label printed and i emailed it to the person helping me and they were like “… air… uhl? did i pronounce that right” so i said yes and they straight up said “that is a really weird name man i like that” lmfao, appreciate the honesty
i don’t smoke much weed anymore but i just did and wow that was too much i’m gonna die
my sister picked me up this morning and we went to our fave bakery, she knew i was loaded and was like “i kno you’re high but don’t get too tempted” so i just bought a lonely blueberry scone but i was staring at this $40 cake and i almost bought it, i was gonna, i may go back for it
got really, really fucking scared bc i woke up to 21 messages from nadi and then i opened them and it was just her sending me emojis that remind her of me
music to eat this mint/dark choco kitkat to
Ursa Minor
YouTube video by Hugo Massien - Topic
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just bought a star-shaped nose ring, it’ll match my face tatt, i’m gonna be cute
why aren’t there 24hr pizza places? this is exactly why we need communism
my friend is drawing up a tattoo for me, gumby and felix the cat holding guns to a cop’s head
idk why but this track/ep hits so good when i’m past a certain level of being high that idk how to specify
Untold - Last Day of the Bluebells [Audio]
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i always listen to the album this one’s from when the weather starts getting colder, it’s a beaut ✨
Joy Orbison - better (w/ léa sen)
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i feel sick as fuck, like deeply sick from getting all those vaccinations today ough, it’s seriously not normally this bad, what’s goin on i wish nadi were here so i could lay my head in her lap with my eyes closed while she sings to me. i miss her to mush
high as hell and sitting next to my bonfire eating s’mores while reading this article
went out and got all my vaccinations, some bbq, and five vinyls alongside my royalty checks came in the mail, it’s a pretty good day yippee
foreverever one of my faves, such meticulous shaping of sound
Hell
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it’s pretty strange that i’ve been crushingly depressed to the point where i don’t feel motivated to get high as often, very very unlike me
it’s always so bizarre seeing artists advocate for the use of ai, like i’m suicidal but not in that way
my behavior the past few days has been untypical, i’ve been going out and buying myself coffees, a thing i never do bc it’s stupid expensive and bc i normally just do french press stuff at home or barbaric stuff like making instant coffee but it’s made me happy for some reason so it’s okay
these guys are so slept on, some of my fave old school memphis raps and a big influence ✨
2nd Family - Who The Thickest
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The cops are interrogating me about an ounce of weed, as if I didn't kill an Applebee's hostess 2 miles away.
just counted and i’ve written 15 songs about my girlfriend in the past six months, 12 of them before we were even together, just back when i had a big crush on her she literally co-produced some of them and she never even knew they were about her, she still doesn’t
i’m over here borderline drooling on myself from the bar i ate and i’ve watched this like 20 times in a row, i’m using this shit all the time now
ɇrol ▖@tearless.rip · 6d agovyvanse eaten, time to work on music
my mom has a bf and it’s very cute how happy it’s made her but idk him well enough to make a definitive judgment yet so i haven’t bothered washing my car in case i need to run him over