Each touch, each word a warning. Her hand around my throat, my teeth in her neck, claws sinking into flesh. Arms around me that feel like home and a threat all at once, longing and desire clawing at my skeleton.

How tf do yall work on commissions you really don't wanna do? I've been procrastinating this one for months at this point and I feel so bad

Spending a bit of my free time before work working on my cat hood and oh gods I forgot how much patterning makes me wanna lose my mind

Gonna drop some pics of my old work These hoods were made using a pattern from Etsy

Absolutely fiending to start on my cat hood pattern but I'm not off again until Saturday

Guess who ripped out their tragus in it's sleep 💀

I don't wanna wake up the dog I was napping with to tell her I need to go home but..I've been laying here for 3 hours and there's no sign she'll wake up soon 😭

I have to remember that people actually care about me

Want to dig my claws into my flesh and rip out my bones, this plaguing obsession gnaws at every strand of my existence. Feels like I'm staring at my future demise as it creeps ever closer. I cannot find relief from this plague and I fear for what the future holds

Denfur shenanigans

Forgot how overstimulating cons are ugh

These actually came out kinda cute

I fuckedd up the stitching on this one but absolutely do not have the motivation to redo it before denfur

Working straight up to Denfur is such a curse. I want to start on my cat hood pattern but, there's no time

This is the back of the (very, very basic) leather vest I made. I really need some patch ideas for the front of it

Anxiety crawling under my skin, gnawing at my bones til only fear is left

I can feel obsession festering in my bones

Being told my intensity is one of the reasons she's into me has me even more feral

Paws? 👀

Trying block dying for the first time

I wish I could focus enough to start selling my work. Trying to fund all my projects with how shit my job pays is not itt

So enamored with her I went to an orgy and only fucked her. I think I need to slam my head into a wall or somethin, christ. What is happening

Everytime I get too bored at work I just start yowling at my coworkers

Pet play but it's taking me to the vet to be euthanized

Trying to be chill and normal about someone vs my bpd turning me into a rabid dog

I forgot how much being attracted to someone feels like a threat to my sanity.

Fuckin around w paddle making

I should work on paddles today anyway but the adhd is adhding hard today

When you run out of tape mid pattern and realize you don't even have the leather for the project anyway 😭😭

Feeling the itch to sink my teeth into someone. This may be a problem