Some more dollhouse updates!
The Littlest Hoglet๐๐ฆโ๏ธ๐ฑโ๏ธ
@thelittlesthoglet.bsky.social
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littlespace has me saying shit like "I like being safe and having fun with my friends" as if its a profound realization
I feel really tired, empty, lonely and honestly, sick - so deep inside myself. I just wish I could spend an hour doing something fun and not worrying about everything. It's like the whole universe is imploding on me at the same moment, and it's just me here alone
I really really really feel like I need to have a crying knockdown tantrum where I just get scooped up and allowed to cry into someone's chest until I sob myself to sleep.
I've been asking for a reward chart for awhile and a friend just so happened to send me a magazine with one in it! So I spent some time laminating it & making the stickers re-usable so I can start using it tomorrow : )
Name suggestions for a sheep please? ๐๐
Cartoon: Spirit Riding Free
i have CPTSD, Cutie Princess Too Sleepy Disorder
Recognizing I am having a bad trauma day and trying to not push it away and feel the bad feelings. Ugh
"The Hedgehog reminds us that the softest hearts are sometimes hidden beneath a protective shell. It is a loyal friend that asks for nothing more than to stay close." ๐ฅบ
Having the worst trauma-flashback nightmares every night but on the flip side after the bad stuff has happened I'm a kid and I'm being taken care of....so the suffering is almost worth it?
I've never really played with Clay before - it was fun! Dad made the bathtub & I made the couch
Beige-mom win, PB kids had a few of their doll house furniture on super sale so now my mice have a pool.
SENGER MADE A FERAL HOG...omg...ohhhh my god. I am freaking
Why is it that I really want to play a game / with toys but I canโt actually do it in reality I can only do it in my head
I love videos where people go to Smyths annd can fill a basket with anything they want...that should be me...
Matching with my teddy today ๐ฆ๐
Receiving affirming messages from friends ๐
Too scared to use it but I slept with my dummy beside me last night which was comforting
What do you say when someone asks what your goals are for the future & the only thing that comes to mind is "be treated like a kid"
"Welcome Home" - Page 10 -He looks in the mirror and sees... a kid?- It begiiiiins :3c
Iโm really struggling but like the reason Iโm struggling is not something you can just talk to about with people. Like I can be vague and say re-living trauma but if I say what specifically it feels too personal + also makes me feel gross. But Iโm really scared how badly this has effected me : (
Sorry, kiddo, your age resets when you transition
Seal we saw from our boat tour last month, she also had a pup with her but he went under just as I was taking photos
Beach day โ๏ธ ( from wedding - too cold for beach day now haha )
Take away my phone and tease me saying Iโm too little to have big boy toys like phones and give me a rattle instead. Shake shake shake all those big boy thoughts away. Every rattle regresses you back just a little each time. Soon it becomes soothing and you get so so happy hearing those beads shakeโฆ