my antique bouquet rerelease is stuck (lost?) somewhere in the royal mail customs system. please send good luck its way in this trying time.

i got a pretty painful piercing today (technically two but it’s one to me, an ensemble if you will) and for whatever reason my OTHER EAR is being dramatic and i have phantom pain? …sure

even if you have no interest in itzy PLS watch the girls will be girls trailer. it’s more of a short film that’s left purposefully ambiguous and is so beautifully filmed. it’s one of my favourite things they’ve ever put out.

i always forget that not staying up til 5am and waking up at noon is an option

dare i say crank 2 is just as good as, if not better than crank?

i have been much too stressed about always appearing to be or fitting into the ideal aesthetic i have for myself that i forgot how much i also love dressing simply (to me, i’m sure many would disagree) from time to time. multiple styles is fun

woke up at 5:30am with crank blasting through my headphones 💗

you couldn’t pay me to go back to my high school, but i miss some of my teachers so bad :(

my relationship with loco by itzy is like that with no other song except maybe le ciel by malice mizer

someone filmed itzy’s reaction to our fanproject and got yuchae crying ☹️💗 i’m so happy that my friends and i were able to make this happen and even happier that the girls and the crowd loved it

just rewatched the bts of the video that contains my favourite ryujin look ever and they had eusexua playing in the background for her HELL yeah

seriously considering downsizing my wardrobe by maybe half. i love lolita when i do wear it but i don’t wear it often enough these days to justify having such a large collection :( other styles have been more my thing for a while

i did xx

eli 🗝️@thereversewilll.bsky.social · 4mo ago

if i get a pic with ryujin i’m going to become that lizzo meme.

watching my sendoff vids back and i sound squeaky asf. it’ll be from all the screaming but omg i sound like i haven’t been hydrated in about 4 years

just met my two ult biases 😭 ryujin grabbed my phone for pics 😭 i got to speak to yeji and another pic with lia 😭 the girls are the sweetest 😭 got 3 signatures and my friend going to the rest of the tour is taking my album to get the final 2 😭 the most perfect concert ever im in tears

i could recite probably all of the descendants 2 soundtrack if asked

while i’m talking about nmixx i encourage everyone to listen to crescendo and phoenix, two of (imo) the coolest songs in kpop at the moment

both FYA and hooligan by bts should’ve been given to nmixx. they’d do it better.

i’ve had to buy a bloody popsocket in the big 26 because i kept having horrible visions of dropping my phone on the foot of an itzy member during sendoff.

so i live with a constant buzzing/electrical feeling in my entire body as a result of premonitory tic urge and also pent up energy from tic suppression, its only recently clicked in my head that its Not Normal™️ to feel like a dodgy temu phone charger with too many volts going through it 24/7.

so tired i had to take a nap when j got in the house at 4:30. had to take another nap before getting ready for bed bc i genuinely didn’t have the energy. very unlike me

i’m actually quite a fan of some of cortis’ music but for some reason that seems to be a punishable offence in the kpop world? i don’t even think they’ve done anything wrong people just hate them 😭 correct me if i’m wrong though lmfaooo

my egl main pieces wardrobe has like pretty much halved in size this year yet i think it’s more me than ever now

listing egl stuff i’ve been meaning to sell on vinted and it’s all immediately selling… it’s almost like vinted knows i have stuff to pay for imminently

14 days until i meet my absolute ult group and my two ult biases im trying not to think about it too much because i feel sick! ☺️

aespa ningning is a bjork fan (iirc) and i think it’s become especially apparent through her styling for her solo song on this tour. i’m going to said tour. i hope i get to see her bjorked up

stray kids new title track is like if they microdosed death grips but did it poorly

i don’t care what anyone says about golden recipe, fe304 forward is a perfect ep

i got my hands on a bottle of garlic infused olive oil and i feel like i’ve ascended. my tastebuds have never known such bliss

if you ever need a distraction for any reason, listen to ring ding dong by shinee. i cannot guarantee that it’ll provide you happiness but it will absolutely make you feel something