kiwi
@thisissurreal.bsky.social
i dont even draw that much OC artist and occasional pixel artist. i also draw the bug game fanart sometimes. check out my comms lmao: https://artistree.io/thisissurreal
i genuinely LOVE the feeling i get after working out, the problem is getting Started. i don't know how to even get past that hurdle to just Start Doing It ughhhh
im already kinda done with artfight but i might be thinkin that cause im workin on an attack thats difficult for me to pull off lmao,,, why did i do that to myself.
remembered this random artist that i went to check out cause i liked their style, but since they were also like a fav of my ex-friend i kinda get like Cold Sweats when i look at it
Latest 2 art fight #artfight #teammystery Twinkie @corvinyl.bsky.social Celeste @thisissurreal.bsky.social
i have the urge to make very shitty looking tarot cards in mspaint . might give it a go sometime
i finished readin a book and im still not over it. it made me feel things
the knight from the hollow knight gives me so much cuteness aggression at times. i get the urge to just Chomp on something. most perfect character design fr
i dunno why i just dont wanna draw nowadays,,, man. i dont think my attention span has gotten Worse cause like. ive been readin a lot. i just dont fuckin want to draw even tho i desire to create
ive been readin a book that has a relatively low rating and like. i personally dont understand why its so low??? i actually like it so far
i've been readin so much lately that i havent been engaging with my other hobbies as much. i should realistically try to draw more now that i have the free time to do so, but i just Don't Want To
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i ought to try to make more women characters. every time i see a very pretty woman character design i go crazy stupid
im trying to update an old oc sheet for artfight but i keep thinkin the character design is Lowkey stupid LOLLLL
i'm a bit of a stress eater but having an invisalign makes me want to snack a lot less due to me not wanting to remove it. its always such a hassle to do so
i got a spam email telling me i got charged 100s of dollars on paypal which made me go into a panic. turns out i already had deleted my paypal for that specific email
maybe part of the reason why i hate feeling the passage of time so much is because i havent had the opportunity to truly feel like an adult. i havent gotten a job. i didnt have an opportunity to live on my own for very long. it just... feels like i havent grown older, and yet time passes by anyways
i dreamt of a rhythm game and now i am trying to recreate a miku art i saw in the game lol
i really need to stop gettin overly anxious when i feel like im Mildly Confrontational. i need that gumption i had when i was 14 and i beefed with a 20 year old for having a Stupid opinion
any time i see the words antiship or proship used in earnest and unironically out in the wild i cringe so bad. you are so EMBARRASSING!!! and 90% of the time YOU ARE AN ADULT!!!!
im interested in reading nabokov's lolita but i am afraid people might think im a Weirdo creep even though the point of the book is to be disturbing (and from what i understand, it doesn't romanticize the abuse).