Slaughter Melon 🐾

@throathugs.bsky.social

Honey/Brit (she/they) // 33 // 🔞 mdni // I draw things // pfp by @n9x.tel

I don’t got it in me to do fully rendered pieces much anymore I’m always in too much pain so it takes too long it’s why I mostly do colored/cleaned sketches nowadays so it’d be cool if the few times I do render shit and take the extra time that it doesn’t completely fail 😭

I know I go through this like once every couple months but it’s hitting me harder rn than it has in years. What’s the fucking point? Of even trying to draw and share it with others, of trying to be a decent friend and have connections? What’s the point when it seems like you don’t matter