Lucy
@throwawayyourmask.bsky.social
+18 RP Account Lewd will be present on TL, you've been warned DARK THEMES (SH, Suicide, Depression) Trans Muse (She/her) & Trans Writer (She/her) Self-OC !! Written by [ ✍︎ writing.fox ]
. . . don't mind the purple haired girl avoiding eye contact. She didn't expect a lady in a bunny outfit would approach her like that.. "Ah.. that sounds good.."
Marina Sallow@unovanmodern.bsky.social · 2y agoHm. That person looks a little lonely. Maybe @throwawayyourmask.bsky.social wants a little company? "Hey, I got off my shift early. Wanna hang out for a bit?"
─────｢The Unremarkable Bunny Girl｣───── ⠀⠀⠀ #MVRP #FantasyRP #OpenRP #ModernRP ⠀⠀ A Self OC character for many settings penned by #Unovan FC: Mai Sakurajima (Rascal does not Dream) ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ✗Please do not reply
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Here it is. Lucy 2.0 lol Or 3.0 at this point
𝕷𝖚𝖈𝖎𝖆 ﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـ@thatmetalbitch.bsky.social · 2y ago𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐚 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥-𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐫 ~ 𝐀 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐎𝐂 𝐛𝐲 𝐅𝐨𝐱!
A l-letter!? F-for a date..!? Is that.. l-like a love letter??? She most definitely would go, though..
█████ Cedar@saffroncedar.bsky.social · 2y agoWendy may need to invite @throwawayyourmask.bsky.social out. Maybe sending her a letter inviting her to a movie would work?
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] ... I'll try to do replies on all of my accounts, I don't want to leave anything unfinished.. I'm not sure if I'll make it to new year's at the rate my depression is going right now- Family meetings will just make it worse I think, so.. I'm sorry, everyone. I really am.
"What..? How much did you dri- oh, come on.. let's get you to the bed.. it's right here, it should be simple.." She said, sighing as she tried to lift Cass up and into the bed.. "Why did you..?"
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y agoᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠShe's crashing out. ᅠᅠ ᅠᅠ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 🔻 ＣＷ 🔺 ㅤㅤㅤ \\ 𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵-𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙼 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙼𝙴𝚂 || 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙳 // ㅤㅤㅤ \\ 𝙴𝙿𝙸𝚂𝙾𝙳𝙸𝙲 𝙼𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙰 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝚂𝙾𝙲𝙸𝙾𝙿𝙰𝚃𝙷𝚈 //
𝚂𝔢𝔱𝔥. ||@sweetlysanguine.bsky.social · 2y agoㅤ ㅤ 𝘚𝘛𝘈𝘙𝘛𝘌𝘋 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘕𝘒𝘐𝘕' 𝑴𝑨𝒀𝑩𝑬 𝘐 𝘚𝘏𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋 𝑴𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑶𝑼𝑻 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ʸ'ᵏⁿᵒʷ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ 𝑷𝑨𝑪𝑲 𝑴𝒀 𝑪𝑨𝑹 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 𝘛𝘈𝘒𝘌 𝘈 𝑵𝑬𝑾 𝑹𝑶𝑼𝑻𝑬 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ🔺🔻🔺🔻🔺🔻🔺🔻🔺🔻🔺🔻🔺 ㅤㅤㅤㅤ 𝘊𝘓𝘌𝘈𝘕 𝘜𝘗 𝘔𝘠 𝘠𝘈𝘙𝘋 ㅤㅤㅤ 𝑮𝑬𝑻 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑵𝑶𝑶𝑺𝑬 𝑶𝑼𝑻 ㅤㅤ 𝘏𝘈𝘕𝘎 𝘜𝘗 𝘔𝘠 𝘏𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘛 ㅤ 𝑳𝑬𝑻 𝑰𝑻 𝑨𝑰𝑹 𝑶𝑼𝑻
"I know but.. I don't want to live.. it's all.. so painful. I don't want to hurt them with my.. disappearance.. but I also don't feel like they would feel well knowing I'm suffering through life just to make them happy, right..?" She was crying, sighing into the hug..
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y ago"You should live for yourself first and foremost. But you should also live for that one person. They would be hurt without you, i'm sure of it." She gave the girl a hug, trying to console her.
"..." She sighed. "I don't know. It's still painful to live, even if they are the one person that I feel nice around.. Is it worth it to live for just one person?"
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y agoShe knew how she felt, but she knew it was an incorrect outlook. "You may feel that way but it's simply untrue."
"... I don't.. know. I feel like they're just friends with me out of pity."
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y ago"You will always be good enough." She gives her a gentle hug. While she normally would flirt, this required a delicate touch.
"... there's only one person who'd care. And I don't know if I'm good enough for them. So.."
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y ago"May I give you a reason to live? Those you leave behind will feel such an intense pain. I've lost friends I held dearly and the pain was unbearable. Please, for the sake of those who care, you must keep on living."
"... that's fair. Still, I feel like ending it all is.. the best solution here. I'm.. tired. Of everything."
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y ago"I believe that you can not dictate what others think as cute."
"Exactly.. I think it might be better for everyone if I just.. disappear."
Cₐₛₛ@shortism.bsky.social · 2y agoAh. That's good. Lucy is far from that, but.. she'll be alright. Hopefully. Though she can't make promises.
— 𝓒𝐡𝐞𝐲。@aoptimisticnerd.bsky.social · 2y ago⠀ ⠀ It wasn't that serious, just an initial thought. Other than a nice slap to her face, she has never dared to hurt herself any further. So.. killing herself? Not possible at the moment; luckily for her. And, true, she will. ⠀
Then she'll just sleep longer, right..? Feels like a dumb reason to throw herself off a bridge.. especially when she has someone who cares about her. She should go be with them!
— 𝓒𝐡𝐞𝐲。@aoptimisticnerd.bsky.social · 2y agoShe's going to throw herself off a bridge for sleeping so long...
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Two likes and no comments- I wanna hear y'all's thoughts!!!
Lucy@throwawayyourmask.bsky.social · 2y ago[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Still unsure on how to handle the whole new self oc idea but uh When or if I make it.. I think I've got a FC in mind. Thoughts?
"Relationships.. do I even deserve that? No, no I don't.. It's best for them if they stay as just friends.. or not even that."
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Still unsure on how to handle the whole new self oc idea but uh When or if I make it.. I think I've got a FC in mind. Thoughts?
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Other self OCs: Happy and cute. Lucy: The deepest bottoms of the depths of despair and darkness lie ahead.
ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ,-*' ^ '~*-.,_,.-*~ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ❝Melancholy of the soul❞ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ~*-.,_,.-*~' ^ '*-, ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ⟳ + ♡ ᅠᅠ
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] I think you all should probably go follow my other accounts instead, this one is going to get very, very dark soon. And it won't be quick or short.
TW: [ Indirect mentions of Self Harm and Suicide. ] Sharpening her knives, and giving them proper care. The blades look clean, shiny and perfectly sharp. Next time might be the last time she uses them. It'll just take one clean slice, right? Right...
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Well I have barely interacted with you lol. But apparently no one did lol
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] . . . Chat I have had an idea. And uh. I'm tempted to fully end Lucy when I make the new self oc. Like. **End** her. Should I?
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Okay I had an idea- so what if: I made the new self oc Single ship with no current ship but the slot already reserved And she's more on the sad and depressed side But when the ship ends up coming There'll be a gradual and slow shift on her mood and general attitude
[ ✍︎ writing.fox ] Also, yes, that means that this account will be even less active than it was before, I won't deactivate cause I'm too lazy to and I like some of the stuff I have here, but I don't feel comfortable writing an openly lewd self oc anymore, when my heart belongs to someone.
