aj ✨

@tinyfall1ngstar.bsky.social

21 she/her, not pro anything and tbh its probably not even that serious. im back on tumblr tho if i unfollow its not personal, theres just some stuff im not comfortable with & soft blocking doesnt work on here

made a new tumblr account and immediate im right back in that mindset. ill do it. ill be strong. i can be strong and i can be disciplined, and dainty and elegant. i can smile sweetly and sip water or tea instead of stuffing my face like a hog. ill float. ill be so pretty

whats the freakiest thing you do as someone who has an e4ting disorder ill go first. i dont go to the bathroom for as long as i can so i feel too full and gross to eat. now you

anyway i just spent a week in a place with a girl whos underweight and beautiful when i tell you that shit was triggering. her abs. her arms. she cant donate blood. jeaaaalousy

ok ok ok im gonna go and try to reach 59.9kg before the summer ends baby thats my goal its literally less than 10kg and ive already done that in that time frame before . locking tf back in. chowtracker dont let me down i need you

im literally about to weigh myself after three weeks of not doing that guys pray for me wtf wait i just had dinner ok i wait until tomorrow. and im on my period. kill myself no actually ill do it now and then ill be so fat that itll be more motivating

talked w a friend and she turned out to have an ed (b/p) too and it was really good but also triggering LOL dont worry...locking back in and not telling anyone ofcourse. i want her to notice me getting worse