𝓂y father kicked me out the house 'cause i wouldn’t listen to him. ╱ 𝒾 didn’t care about his influence, only loved what i was doing.

𝒾t’s not your best behavior, but 𝒾’m not 𝓉ryna be your 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘳.

𝒽ow i wish, 𝒽ow i 𝔀𝐢𝐬𝐡 you were here. 𝓌e’re just two lost souls 𝓈wimming in a fishbowl year after year.

𝓎ou can wear my skin as armor. ╱ 𝓎ou can eat my flesh and bones. ╱ 𝓁eave nothing that is needed.

... i just didn’t have the heart to tell you.

I 𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐖 YOU 𝙷𝙰𝙳 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄﹗

𝒹estiny prefers a certain type﹗

𝒾’m looking down, east towards the sea, wondering what could’ve been—you and me.

❪ BUT IT’S ALL GONE﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗ ❫

you hang a white flag above the door. ╱ it’s okay, just for today.

𝒹id you exchange a walk-on part in the 𝓌ar for a lead 𝓇ole in a 𝖈𝖆𝖌𝖊﹖

𝓉n my bed, counting 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚜 on my ceiling ... before i paint it 𝖗𝖊𝖉.

feeling through the 𝒹ark, can somebody leave a 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 out﹖

ralsei accidentally clicked on an ad for lightners 4 darkners in ur area and was mortified.

𝒾 see you as a human first, even when you didn’t understand your worth.

𝓇emove your heart, it’s only good for bleeding﹗ ╱ bleeding through your 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍﹗

𝓉ime isn’t a cure-all, it’s a 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐭.

continuing onward, his glasses fall on the floor.

❪ BUT IT’S ALL GONE﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗ ❫

𝒹oes it feel like a 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐤﹖ ╱ 𝓁ike there’s 𝐧𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐮𝐭 and 𝐧𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤﹖

𝑔ot nothing on to my name, 207 on the run. ╱ 𝓌anna build a new me, but there’s so much i 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞.

𝒶nd thy punishment ... is 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇﹗

i said good luck on your way to the store kris

𝓇unning over the same old ground, 𝓌hat have we found﹖ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬. wish you were here.

I SAID, I—DON’T NEED YOU TO 𝐒𝐀𝐕𝐄 ME﹗ ╱ I’LL BE WHAT YOU 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 ME﹗

❪ cw: self-harm ❫ 𝒾 felt it under my skin, watched the walls close in ... your words drawn like a blade, contaminate my 𝐯𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐬.

reflecting on these old memories, i think, perhaps—i miss playing games with him.

I FALL BACK ON WHAT I KNOW﹗ ╱ THAT SAME PLACE 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐖﹗

let us erase this pointless world, and move on to the next.

YOU DEPEND ON OUR PROTECTION﹗ ╱ 𝓎et, you feed us 𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 from the 𝚃𝙰𝙱𝙻𝙴𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚃𝙷﹗