I relied on a guy when I was young, it made the one try to help me, but I couldn't be helped because I couldn't do anything to change myself. Then the guy got upset. From that time I had thought asking help with something can't be helped is kinda offending to others for a while. 🤔

038: cabbage chicken curry 🍛 Ingredients: cabbage, chicken drumette, butter, consommé Improvised with: the alternative of the roux(tomato, onion, ginger, garlic, coriander, turmeric, cumin, chili, cardamom), cinnamon, clove, carrot, bouillon, red wine, celery seeds, parsley, fried onion #curryfur

On the way back from a clinic I visited a steak house joint. They have a good salad buffet, I can eat free various veggies, corn soup, curry, mapo tofu, garlic rice, soft serve, taiyaki, Lychee etc… I’m still not sure if steak is worthy to pay lots but, free veggies are precious in this economy😌

Btw, sorry about not posting arts for a while, I want and I'm trying, actually I'm drawing but things don't go well generally. But I'm in positive productive mood at least.

I found when we get older it's harder to hold hopes, because we realize the time limit and feel our bodies get weaker. Even while we live our usual routine, we are afraid of things withering. Maybe we need some mental fortitude or understanding of own happiness but, hope it can be helped too🤔

For young me, furry characters are some ideals I wanted to adore(or date with). I just wanted to draw or watch cool/hot characters and their stories. So, I didn’t have the wish to be a furry character myself. I thought I was not cool enough. But as an adult, I wanna live the ideal like lion more 🦁

037: Canned mackerel masala 🍛 Ingredients: mackerel, tomato, onion, okra, ginger, garlic, powder spices(coriander, turmeric, cumin, chili) Improvised with:powder spices(fenugreek, garam masala), fried onion #curryfur

I drew a lizard warrior, in my dream. It's a shame I can't post that, he was handsome.🫠

I can’t post a drawing for a while so I got pics at parents’ house instead, as a penalty. Pics of what I did for art classes in… junior high maybe? and a totally unrelated poster for a local festival 🙂 I was the twisted boy who loved self guilt dragon 🫠 Actually, still I love self guilt dragon 🫠🫠

The guy leaning on the fence next to my seat on the train wears a shirt printed with cats buttholes so now there are 3 buttholes in front of me

I'm gonna visit grandma's funeral at this Wednesday, I'm prepared and Okay with that but this makes me think of many things about my own.

I tried pink pepper again and I liked it (I haven't cared them until now, even though I've eaten them several times before). But I feel it's difficult to use, it'll change everything into pink pepper flavor...🤔 Even my garlic chicken turned into fruity pepper flavor. Interesting though😌

I ate a good pizza today, they use rosemary and pine nuts on mushroom pizza, pink pepper and maybe mint? on tomato pizza... Now I wanna use them for curry too🤔

I had a dream of cuddling and kissing with a big Minotaur guy in the bed. It seems we are friends or something, and a bit shy about being in the relationship, but the feeling is mutual😌

wait sorry, it can be spoiler, I deleted the Geoguessr post sorry-🙇

036:Spicy Okra cream curry 🍛 Ingredients: Okra, onion, tomato, ginger, garlic, cilantro, fresh cream, chili, cumin seeds, powder spice(coriander, turmeric, garam masala) #curryfur

hmm so many earthquakes these days, some of them are big. today I had 3.🤔

I mean I don't have the right to judge streamers unilaterally though🤔 Maybe I did annoying things to streamers and I can be a bad viewer for them. We don't discuss lots about those though.

I don't like staying in the unwelcoming community soo, streams where the streamer and several VIPs or regulars are befriended too much and they only talk to each others are the least favorite to stay.🫠 I like open and welcoming places as an idea. Don't use the shyness as excuse to ignore visitors.😑

I got scammed at Amazon seller and got refunded already but still can’t forget the Richard Estes art book I ordered🥹 I can buy at US store but the shipping fee is absurdly expensive 😬

I wanna draw but migraine aura came and bothers... I feel not well totally today, my stomach acts weird too I've had this aura once before but it didn't bring migraine itself, now I'm just feel dizzy a bit, I'm not confident about my brain condition these days.😔

Resting by the campfire 🐲: @cheesysloppyjoe.bsky.social 🐺: @sigmaxos.bsky.social 🦁: @too-dokodon.bsky.social 🎨: @sitaart.bsky.social

As an "old" furry, I'm encouraged when I see "old" furries keep being active. It makes me think I should be productive and active for others too😌

ahh, relatively big earthquake

035:Kofta(meatball) curry 🍛 Ingredients: the balls<ground pork and beef, cilantro, ginger, garlic, powders(cumin, coriander, turmeric, chili), panko> sauce<onion, ginger, garlic, tomato, clove, cinnamon, kasoori methi, milk, powders(cardamom, coriander, cumin, turmeric, chili, paprika)> #curryfur

I tend to eat granola as less sodium meal but, I don't like nuts and seeds(in literal means in case) generally and, not a big fan of eating berries with sweet things so... there are not many choices of granola brand... I mean, I can eat simple one without almond or pumpkin seeds maybe though🤔

I myself don't drive a car anymore but, the sunny cozy day like today makes me wanna watch driving stream😌 I like feeling sunlight and breeze, even while I'm drawing in my room

I'll train my curry skill more until I get invited to a foodfurry server😌 Also need more achievements🤔

Bunch of shinies I got today on Pokemon Go. Mudbray usually doesn’t appear in Japan so, glad I got him

034:Miso little neck clam keema 🍛 Ingredients: Miso, ground chicken, littleneck clam, onion, ginger, garlic, yogurt, powder spices(chili, turmeric, black pepper, coriander, cumin) Improvised with: cabbage, kelp broth #curryfur