Topin

@topin.bsky.social

Hello, I'm Topin I don't know how people work. Nothing is hard, just tedious.

You ever get the impression there's this aura of happiness that fluctuates from person to person so it never feels like there's a proper balance where everyone, or hell just a given group, is happy or content with things?

Went to the park with the missus and saw a group of folks playing frisbee. We ended up joining in and played for about an hour. One of them ended up giving me one of his spare frisbees as a parting gift. It was a fun outing. Though now my knees and biceps are sore.

I really do yearn for the ability to see groups of my online friends in real life become a reality. Between general expenses, the sheer distances apart, and my falling out last year, it's felt more like a pipe dream I can only lament on as those same friends act on it so frictionless by comparison.

There's a backwards thinking to accepting that wondering about what's going on in someone else's life doesn't ultimately matter because your brain wants to view it in a defeatist framing, particularly when said life doesn't concern you. Awareness of such futility is a virtue.

Went to a wedding today for my girlfriend's nephew She looked beautiful and I wore a hat that made me look like I belong in Nirvanna the Band the Show.