half a year of nonstop stress for an internship at game company. no plan B left. Just hope the interviews actually pay off...plspls let this work out

for a second wanted to tell the world I got offer from RCA today. tho still wasn't happy at all. so anxious when would UAL send email to me……………………

#phainaxa always forget to post🤧anyway you can find me here

sounds like a terrible ending of this year.where is my offer😨i just wanna sleep please

actually as 3.4 i ve already knew this was (and going to be) a terrible story. just want to accompany my ship until the end. wasted too much time on this disgusting thing this year😅hyv should compensate me for mental damages

It cant be fake…… I just don’t get what the point of everything I’ve gone through this past year was.

try to stop myself from searching for leaks→okay i ll just read these i wont read anymore→well there arent complete lines→why still 1 day before 3.4????

its clear that hoyo must very confident about next version hope this is not just a bluff😂

it feels like next week will be 3.4 but still 1 month left

so……many……leaks，I am used to checking leaks and see them as part of the game experience or community operations, but there were too many and make ppl wanna say so what else can be played in 3.4???

found this one will be blocked (the flame I drew was too realistic??so it looked like a crime photo?! idk 😂crazy so i must change the color😡now just put this version here.

the impact of the community on people is rly big. looking back at my previous posts just feel that i will never be as disappointed and angry as I was in 3.1 lol. now completely look at every update calmly

everyone knew that there would have an era nova, so the feelings about death were lightened. however, there is currently no information about what will happen after 3.4, so whether to move to the next cycle or simply back to the previous cycle(＝chrysos heirs wont came out like leaks long ago in 3.1?

its interesting to look through ppl's reaction after every update and info. comments of 3.3 main story is completely polarized😂 i m the one who liked it . also…now i truly think that its good for nax to pass away in his banner version so he still has a more detailed death plot lol

yesterday played the 3.3 main story for nearly a whole day and today foucsed on the 3.4 beta leaks for half a day this is how hsr stoling my time🖐️

3.0-3.2 is really just a torture for me…Although there are some happy moments, most of the time it's just anger and sadness. only those who truly have expectations for something will be hurt😑also, anaxa's as i ve written will be end in 3.3(but we still dont know if he will have any lines.

sad to see favorite character being treated so unfairly in terms of the strengh and completely unsatisfactory in other aspects. like in 3.2 main story) dare not have too high expectations for his character pv anymore

In fact, asmr are usually not released before the banner, and they released anaxa's this early entirely because the community is very dissatisfied with the keeping up with star rail. But the quality of asmr is also……Like a large part of the cn community, i don't like his cn voice😑

thank you hsr I'm completely ok after 3.2 livestream. Now wait for 3.2🙏🏻

Me：

waited from 11:30 to 12:00 now 13:20 still nothing abt v7... If there wont be any changes why play trick on us🙄The community is totally chaos that they must know that there are so many ppl waiting for any small change😅😅

tomorrow is anaxa v7 and I haven't gone to bed so early this month. so anxious that i cant concentrate on anything…maybe we won't get good news anymore. it was all a sham from the beginning.TIRED

Amphoreus ruined my life👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻

they say🌿will have v7 but i cant trust ……, waiting from his v1 to v6 has worn me out completely…haven't had many happy days since 3.1 started. Now 3.2 livestream is this Friday, anxious😔😔😔every single day😔 cant stop checking the community

friend and I have analyzed all the videos, plots, and textual materials of amphoreus in detail before and after 3.0 started. We do have quite a few speculations of the two but now I only want to see that they have already knew each other in 3.1😞Is this request too much??The anxiety is killing me😭😭😭

still 10 days until 3.1 i m getting crazy day by day i m

and one old doodle

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draw for friend's fic

amphoreus ruined my life i m waiting for 3.1 everyday😑😑feel like having illusion