Tori

@torithelazy.bsky.social

🦉 she/her | 24 | rus/eng | multifandom🦉 an alt account for random thoughts, reposts, and just screaming into the void really

Do you hate when hyperfixation takes over your life so you disappear from almost all social media just for one chat on one platform about your hyperfixation? Totally not what happened to me

for the last few days ive slept for like 4 hours.... while hating coffee and living in a strictly "no energy drinks" household i've been surviving off tea and sheer spite ...god just kill me

also after almost a year of being busy forgetting and just generally distracted I finally picked up Outer Wilds again ... I keep dying every time and i still have no idea what I'm doing but it feels good to be back

This one creeped up next to me while I was weeding. We've got the chafer beetle grubs in Seattle real bad and the crows love waiting for me to find them and toss them over. Free snacks, zero effort! (If you've seen crows tearing up lawns, the beetle grubs are why. Slimy yet satisfying!) 🪶

An American crow with beautiful glossy plumage standing on a mossy sidewalk.

The god thought I was having way too of a shitty time so it let me win this little guy in a local gift shop's raffle! His name is nagito because winning such a cutie at the worst unluckiest day of the last week was the most komaeda luck i have ever experienced

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Never knew how much it would suck to lose a very first dnd character.... the way he went felt incredibly unfair, and what's worse is that I got very attached to him, to the point I grieve like I lost a real person.

Emotions are so annoying at times Like I wish I could pause and think, but my emotions won't let me do that and that makes me feel frustrated and powerless and like I'm the problem for not having control over how I feel Life could've been so much easier if I could just turn off my emotions at will

Female Powerful Owl with a Brushtail. Wikipedia says "One theory is that the male regularly holds onto the prey during the day, & thus can control the distribution of food to the family in keeping with his dominant size." IDK where that comes from as we see females with prey regularly #wildoz #birds

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Pixel artists are such chads in my eyes ngl like I love to joke about being obsessed with a bunch of pixels, but they can make me obsess even more literally??? Crazy fr