What even is an operating system? GPU? CPU? Motherboards? All fancy fake bullshit so people feel special. Just render all your computing power using slime mould like the rest of us well functioning human beings instead of trying to be unique

When the sleep deprivation hits too hard to pretend things are okay so i just hit the cyberpsychosis stare

Cyberpunk edgerunners D stare

ALT: Cyberpunk edgerunners D stare

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*Me, watching Edgerunners season 2* "Man, they really put the PT in this D"

Sending an artist nudes in exchange for their work, call that paying them with exposure

The temptation to post a little iddy bitty bit of ass to see if it boosts my streaming career is why I probably shouldn't be given unsupervised access to social media. But I don't have a manager so no living entity can undo the unwholesome posts anymore.

"You're sick, the most productive thing you can do is rest." You raise a valid point, strawman I constructed out of the consensus of my friends' and partners' opinions. But if I do not do anything to create something of some kind of vague value, I am sure that some grand misfortune will befall me.

Low self esteem, meet dolphin shorts :3c

Your backwards walk cycle is stale and uninteresting, my backwards walk cycle is fresh as fuck, that's something you'll never experience.

Not being misgendered and neglected by current partners has done so much for our self esteem since our ex dumped us. Our voice keeps being complimented and our genders keep being affirmed. And now when we listen back to voice messages or stream VODS we just hear a woman's voice

Having your ex dump you for asking for more time together, the findinh out they near immediately replaced you and gave that time you asked for to someone else and that somebody else was the friend they refused to let you meet is... Certainly something to fuck up your mood.

I love that after streaming for seven hours... I then need to rewatch the recording to find hopefully at least a single funny part to edit into vertical format to post as short form content :3c Streaming is funny

The sudden crushing heartache that follows your mind drifting to your ex and drawing a parallel with the single phrase associated being "Why couldn't they love me like this?" is a feeling i do not like... Shit sucks... But i guess i got the better half of the deal getting away from shitty people.

It is time...

100 followers on Twitch finally! Yippeeeeeeeeeee!!!

You're in their DMs, i'm in the discord VC listening to them pee, we are not the same. I don't know why i'm like this.

*Spends two hours chiselling six blocks in Vintage Story* Wow, this is looking really good, it's only a matter of time before the rest look just as- *Camera pans to hundreds of cobblestone blocks i need to chisel into shape* ... O-oh...

If they really love you, they'll let you hold it when they pee... u-u

I want someone to look at me the way i look at Deep Dungeons in Final Fantasy 14

The existence of Mystery Skulls implies the existence of Obvious Toes

I hungered.

Violently short notice, but my partner and I are about to be homeless and need a place to stay urgently. My partner is in a wheelchair so we need something semi accessible. But if anyone in NSW has room, or knows someone who might, any help would be appreciated.

If there's anyone in Australia in Victoria that lives Melbourne and has a spare bedroom please dm me

Can't even grind flesh without my partners expressing concern. God forbid a girl have a hobby.

Second set of Co-Star PNGs done, this time did my big brother's PNG. He chose to be a sock puppet, but long. To fit into the aesthetic. Excuse the background, i felt the flames of hell more suitable for the abominable nature of this creature. Very proud of it regardless, happy to get the work done!

Made a PNG for one of my partners to co-stream with me! Really happy to see how much they like it and am excited for them to join me on stream even more in the future. It's hard to make a PNGtuber without a mouth, but i did my best and hopefully it gets to continue being loved and sees allot of use!

If you use Twitch, go to your settings, then Security and Privacy and toggle this setting. Twitch opted everyone into it by default Genuinely considering becoming a hermit in the woods at this point

My genius (And ability to scuff my own streams) is unmatched and now i have a Twitch VOD where half way through there is a distinct inclusion of Rita Repulsa's "Ahh After 10,000 years I'm free!" because instead of my actual background music playlist i selected my liked videos playlist... ;-;

I need to set some form of entirely unreasonable goal to reach before i actually stream my first ever play through of Signalis. Like "Yeah, fuck it, 20 bajillion gifted subs and i will play the game that was gifted to me two years ago" or something. I am just a coward and keep putting it off. x3c

There is a very specific kind of joy when a much bigger Vtuber follows you on Twitch and shares the clown theme. Like HOW?! How your cool big self find my kinda goofy small self? I am stoked i caught the eye of someone with the same theme who's way bigger, but kinda just also a little confused x3

Finally, a Kofi, this was entirely unnecessary but much like my Throne is another thing that i think is good to set up ahead of time! Plan for the future today and not have to think of it later uwu But like, let's fucking gooo...? ko-fi.com/toyboxjester...

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