the freak console (4/100)

@trancakes.bsky.social

she/her, 26 the zigzag system's personal blog! just meant for close friends but I'm not a cop so hello! icon by petra (twiter), header by robomechx (sgdb) used without permission but will remove if asked! ♀️HRT - Oct 8 2024 🥞💿☔🖐️🕯️🪡 🥩🧸

Jessy pizza is just okayyyyy Randy's is better🕯️ look at this run down abandoned shack! these people also thought it was really cool and smart to use AI on your resume. I wonder if they could get hired somewhere new with those skills, kyaha!

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do they intentionally make Etsy worse on mobile browsers? everything takes a minute or two to load, except for the "everything is fast on the app" popup at the top. it's not my internet. tumblr loads fine, and so do other browser websites. that's so... lame. 🖐️

I feel... liminal? I want to read something, like I have in the past, but the queue's going fast enough I'm worried about being interrupted. but it's moving so slowly, I need something to do. and when else am I going to finish Warhound? ...maybe I'll just make it a bedtime story or something. 🖐️

I gave registration my new address. soon, I'll have to put the Magpies down as my emergency contact, too. I mean, grandma lives like an hour away, it would just be more reasonable. man. change, huh? it feels weird. like it's happening to me, but I'm the one doing everything to make it happen.🖐️

alright, I'm here, just on time. they're serving 145, and I'm 175. did I tell you how, the other day at work, there was a little "Jesus loves you" figure in my drawer? I don't know how it got there. it just looked at me every time I needed something. it wasn't much, but it was a good few times. 🖐️

☔ I'm planning on not using my pill organizer until after the move. As it stands, this means I will take my last cyproterone (I take them every third day) on Sunday, the 27th. This means my next dose of cyproterone is to be taken on Wednesday the 30th. This is a personal reminder and nothing else.

bweehhhhheheh nevermind! y'know when you go too long without eating, and your body forgets you're hungry until you start? now that this thing remembered REM sleep is a thing, it's screaming for more... 🕯️ but! I got some pepperoni, it's not as salty but it's cheaper than our usual snack!

I'm in a good mood today, I think! 🥞 I don't know what it is exactly, but it's like... I dunno, spawning with a bonus chest in Minecraft? ...maybe this is just what a full night's sleep feels like, ehehe i gotta find out how I pulled this off! this feels great! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

woah, weird one good one! 🥞 I met someone who made... an offer to me. she starred with my nails and had a whole team of examples for what I'd look like! it'd be permanent, I'd stop aging, but I'd have the body I want yadda yadda. the dream was just her meeting up with me and convincing me a lot!

I'm writing a blog post about Roman sands re:build, and it's somehow going to be longer than my analysis of the demo. which, makes sense, now that I say that out loud. but that was already a really long post. I'm researching the meaning behind the paintings and how they correlate with the guests.

bwehhh I miss my friends... I wanna spend more time with you! 🥞 I love night shifts for being slow, but nighttime is friend time! anyway, we thought too hard about dark gorey games and now Quiet wants out, but we really don't have the energy for that! (⁠ー⁠_⁠ー⁠゛⁠)

had a dream. i got too poor and had to move into a concrete block. it had a gym and a cafeteria, so it's already better than most apartments. I got assigned a gob, barista, and I was stoked! that sounded nice, I was going to like it here. then I found my ex. same building.

💿she either wouldve said no or ghosted us. thats what happened every other time "oh but this one couldve been different" she never leaves the neighborhood how could we meet up. were moving to a new place with a million chances to do this exact thing in a city where you can walk to the cool things

the freak console (4/100)@trancakes.bsky.social · 4d ago

someone really cool was sad I was leaving but she was with family and already on her way out and she bought groceries for a week so she's not going to be in again and she never ever goes downtown I could've given her my number or something but I chickened out why am I like this why am I so weird 🖐️

the first person to contact me with proof of getting this achievement in roman sands will receive a steam copy of brazillian drug dealer 4 (not affliated just think its a cool game)

"save the cat" achievement in roman sands re:build

Pile(BUN)ker. I usually don't work on this during the week, but I needed to unwind something fierce and this helps fight the bad brain bullshit. So, I spent time trying out audio for the execute. Made 5 different cam angles for the kill to reduce fatigue. I am pleased. #CherubDev #UE5 #GameDev

good news is! a regular dropped off a thing of nail polish for us today and it looks really good! there's a teal that's SO me! 🕯️ The bad news? Someone tried to come on to me again. Yes, with the ring. 🥩 He asked if I like to travel. What the hell did he have in mind for a date?

oh, yeah. today, a mom said "taking care of kids is so fun!" in a silly exaggerated voice. her daughter said "what? are you telling a joke, mommy? am I not fun?" she had to explain that it's only because she was being difficult. why does this only happen to us when I'm in front?🖐️