the choice for me today is to whether to watch a movie i hadn't seen before and to take it all in for the first time every visual every scene and turn all my undivided attention towards it for an hour and a half or do i just watch goodfellas again

my letterboxd reviews are either going to be legitimately real and honest reviews thoroughly thought out with real punctuation and grammar or theyre gonna be along the lines of "lmfao that was funny lol"

not that it matters much but i did update my letterboxd top 4 just now to better reflect my actual favorite films ever like ever ever like for real like what i consider cinematic triumph film and what actually changed me or affected me as a person growing up or otherwise

dreams in which you desperately wish to wake up from an impending doom but are unable to are so evil

u know there was a time where you would watch a movie or read a book and u had to come to your own conclusions or you'd have to see it/read it several times in full instead of relying on youtube videos churned out by content creators that hastily Explain Everything in digestible content form

ive been watching a lot of movies recently so im advertising my letterboxd for fellow movie watchers sometimes i leave a review or two letterboxd.com/ueko/

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ueko uses Letterboxd to share film reviews and lists. 209 films watched. Favorites: Treasure Planet (2002), The Iron Giant (1999), Star Wars (1977), Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001).

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i know this pretty rave girl

i used the wayback machine to look back on some very old art accounts of mine and i was taken over by a profound sadness. much like looking at old photographs and scrapbooks, you simply cannot go back.

man i gotta be a streamer again content creator its the new meta i gotta become an entertainer

sooo i have closed commissions for now cause my queue is a little hefty and i'd really like to get as many comms done in the next 9 weeks or so so it can get all cleared up and everything. pls wish me luck

no energy today

my character flaw is that there are some games or pieces of media that i refuse to interact with because of the sheer number of times i've been either shown it via unfunny posts on social media, or have been told countless times to play/watch said media

taking any kind of new medication is so fun once u read all the side effects including diarrhea ohh what fun

i kinda feel like poop from a butt today

my work could really use more sauce it doesnt have a lot of sauce to it right now maybe some seasoning

i dont like living in the age of followings and engagement and you gotta make things constantly for the engagement cause if you dont get the engagement no ones gonna see your work we've moved on from gallery style viewing to relying on other people's feeds and algorithms i dont like it

i saw a take today that was like "movies are too short for me to get invested in any characters and unlike tv series if i dont like what im watching i can stop at any time" like huh... u can do that with movies as well you know but like idk. its funny cause i feel the total opposite i think

hmm. i really need to make art for myself soon lest my internet presence is forgotten and lost to the wind

hi

i tried making mac and cheese and i fucked it up smiles. does not taste very good smiles.

watching so many cooking videos vicariously experiencing cooking because i cant cook idk how to

wanting to befriend somebody sucks because what if they want to put me in a blender.

does anybody else feel like they listen to so much music but also not enough music at the same time. i listen to so many different genres but there is also sooo much music that. i just never bothered to listen to or give a chance either.

Im just gonna distract myself with work for the rest of the day idk

I cant even go outside if I wanted to because the air is made of death particles atm

having people show up in your dreams that you aren't really close to at all feels so perverted i always feel like i should apologize to the person in question but that is way worse to do i think. just gotta keep that to your chest

i tend to focus much better when i have a clear goal in mind and a solid plan for how to get there but that's why it takes me forever to sketch and also begin rendering drawings because both sketching and the start of coloring is very much "ok how am i gonna do this. lol"

i am not gonna lie i rly truly just feel like. taking a day for myself today. i am so out of it

i feel sad for the distillation of subculture fashion and aesthetics. people's perfect version of what something should look like to them is not what it truly is or was. but that version becomes the new ideal.

i hate that it takes one person to have done you wrong to rly take up a lot of space in ur head rather than the various people who bring you joy and happiness