annoyed lich

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Trash talk, whining, random thoughts through the day. You are not invited. NB. Not English native, lots of typos.

Was watching a video about the atomic disaster and trying to remember where I already heard that name. Right! Kyshtym is the place where they've found aliens! I mean, an ancient town and graves, of course. I wonder how all the radiation affects the conspiracies.

I think it's not the first time, but I noticed I keep seeing mentions of Vampire chronicles and Song of Ice and Fire… I think even occasionally of Lord of the Rings… and none of Wheel of Time. TV show seems to have a decent rating though? How come?

Question of the morning: if I'm willing to waste $30 on canned coffee (30 cans), then what about a new gamepad for 20? Do I need any of them? No. Do I want them? Yes. Do I have a job to pay for them? Mmmm...

I fail to find that middle point between no food smell and livable temperature in the room. I'm freezing. Thinking about that plaid again, I need to check parents' apt, I could miss it with all the other bags. I hope. I like that plaid, it's violet and fuzzy.

Second night in a row I have nightmares about my grandmother dying. Yesterday was just sad but today was horror with her body lying in next room and making creepy sounds. Brain, can you not?

Main reason I can't leave righg now is me being suddenly in mood for cooking. That's second attempt, I learned I still don't really like chicken thighs, so it's breasts now. (and potatoes) I hope my brain and tongue will accept this offer.

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Thinking about taking a bus to the opposite side of town and walk around with camera. Very annoyed I only thought/got a wish about this now, in September, when there's rain in daily forecast. Right now it's kinda sunny though... But I won't be able to leave before 15. Hmmmm.

Is it normal for the injection site to hurt more than a day after injection? Just a tiny bit and not constantly, but what the fuck, so annoying. And makes me feel that I'm becoming worse with injections, not better... Especially after I totally fucked up a week before that...

Some time ago, I got a CO2 detector that made me mildly anxious about keeping its numbers at a minimum. Well, in summer it was easy. But it's getting cold at night and not so warm at day... and I just put an extra layer of clothes and shut all the windows.

It's so funny and tempting to try (if I ever have anyone to send money but myself), but also, with all seriousness, you'll probably go straight to prison for this kind of stuff right now.

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Looks like dude writes from different planet. I want to believe him, but hell, everyone popular on social media always swear it's luck they got this high. Not all of them draw "funny comic" too. Is this new reality? Daily funsies?

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Is it normal when you massage your head and area about 1cm above ears hurts? Semirelated question: are there any devices that will relax my head and will do it better than me? (and maybe cost less than a daily visit to masseur for a year)