things to do at 5:30 am - contemplate whether I'm just a little bit fucked up, or fucked up to the point of seeing it as "just a little bit"
a human bean
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art + personal stuff (mostly venting, you've been warned)
one more week of working (trying to) on a dying laptop. the stress is real and I'm just. it takes so much time to do stuff. plus all the other things that are happening irl. oughhhh I just want to draw something that would make me a little happier. not all this stuff.
nervous about work tomorrow like it's a doctor appointment. tfw your boss is openly hostile and this time it's directed to you personally. I didn't do anything wrong and I'm still scared lol
time to repost some more dbh fanart from my tumblr #detroitbecomehuman #dbh
I don't want to work I want to scream about blorbos and rotate them in my mind
I like to think that dbh androids, deviant or not, have no concept of gender whatsoever. they have an understanding of their specs, how their model presents visually and basic (stereo)typical social/behavioral patterns programmed into them, something like mannerisms, movement, speech.
constant edit requests should not be this demoralizing. it's completely normal in my line of work. but right now, I wanna die 💖✨
continuing with the achievement cleanup #detroitbecomehuman www.twitch.tv/weksx
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achievement run (machine Connor)
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chilling and doing an achievement cleanup run www.twitch.tv/weksx #detroitbecomehuman
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random game streams and me trying to get better at English (ﾟωﾟ；)
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finish some tasks → wait for feedback → finish more tasks (still no feedback) → finish even more tasks (no feedback in sight for everything that's already done) → GET ALL THE FEEDBACK ALL AT ONCE and whoosh now you have a huge list of unfinished tasks. love it.
hankcon discourse being alive and well 8 years after dbh release somehow feels like a comforting constant
I love Clip Studio so so so much but it's laggy to the point of unusable for me ;-;
don't like how many jokes stopped being funny in the last 5 years
continuing my ultra slow dxmd playthrough, will jump into the System Rift today if won't get too distracted (I will get too distracted) #deusex www.twitch.tv/weksx
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trying to pick back up streaming, doing some dxhr #deusex www.twitch.tv/weksx
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soooo they're looking to hire a person/persons solely dedicated to creating AI gen art/promo material. which means our prod team is probably gonna lose several people and artists are gonna go first. cool. great.
thinking about opening commissions but too scared to even start researching how you can receive money from overseas in this shitcountry
I've been thinking on picking up streaming games again. Maybe some Deus Ex? Not sure.