I succumbed. I got myself a Japanese concealer for men, with ingredients that help acne. It lowkey calms them down, but at least it doesn't flare it up like normal makeup does. Why specifically for men? I am not sure.

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · 2w ago

Ok might be vain but I have been having acne problems as my skin type changes (used to be fully dry, and now combo skin just wreaks havoc), and ngl it's SO HARD to act confident and ignore it. I don't want to rely on makeup AAA

MINI ANNOUNCEMENT August 8th will be the LAST STREAM for my 1.0 model, as I am taking the first step to be reborn. This look will still be around, as PNG (Veadotube), emote, and VRChat model. It's still me, no matter the shape or size. Your support are deeply appreciated.

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · 3d ago

I did say "reborn", but whaaaat is thaaaat?

Am I just weird for hating when some people twirl their hair in the train and the hair flicks and TOUCHES my shoulder?

A REMINDER TO BE CAREFUL of what you click on people's streams, people. Curiosity kills more than the cat. Anyways, I have work on Saturday and boy am I excited to go home and return to Jianghu cuz I have a few cases to solve and some fellas to fight, on 8 Aug, 10pm (UTC+8)!

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · last wk.

August is almost here, and as promised, MORE STREAMS ARE HERE! There are prescheduled ones, and when you feel lucky, 3rd stream might happen?? Also, ignore the one smol thing.. You didn't see anything, RIGHT? #VTuber

From time to time, I get reminded by how one of my aunts scolded the other aunts who got offended that I didn't inform them when I got married. She was like, "What are yall gonna do if she tells yall? BUY HER DIAMONDS? PAY FOR HER WEDDING?" They shut up immediately lol

I did say "reborn", but whaaaat is thaaaat?

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · last mo.

Just a bit of reflection. Those who read until the end, thank you. I just want to do my best.

Watched Obsession (finally) with husband and he believed Nikki when she said they should break up and it's ok to take some space after acting real cray scary. I am worried for this man..

Treating husband KBBQ as I reached 1 year of employment be liked

CHIIKAWA THE MOVIE THE SECRET OF THE MERMAID ISLAND IS SHOWING IN SINGAPORE ON 20 AUG! yippee

The last thing I wanted to hear today is that there's a "security vulnerability incident" on the website of a clothes store I used to buy often from 2-3 years back, and redacted card details "may have been affected", even though the breach was contained "within the same day" 🧵

Genuinely tho.. How does one differentiate between genuine "You are good" and "You are good (so you will stay stagnant/if I say otherwise people will attack me for being mean)"?

My friend tells me from time to time that I appear online on Discord at 2 AM. I sleep at 1 AM, or at least away from phone/PC around 1 AM. Ooo spooky!

... The frick??

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · last wk.

August is almost here, and as promised, MORE STREAMS ARE HERE! There are prescheduled ones, and when you feel lucky, 3rd stream might happen?? Also, ignore the one smol thing.. You didn't see anything, RIGHT? #VTuber

August is almost here, and as promised, MORE STREAMS ARE HERE! There are prescheduled ones, and when you feel lucky, 3rd stream might happen?? Also, ignore the one smol thing.. You didn't see anything, RIGHT? #VTuber

Another day, another disassociated and confused feelings. Vibes have been off these days...

Random thought while folding laundry: I think the most liberating thing about being an adult is realising that it's okay to have wrong beliefs, as long as we keep our minds open to new things. Admitting that the belief we have been holding all our lives is wrong is hard tho.

About yesterday.. Ngl I discovered Natori from my husband, and I went mostly to accompany him, but bro is such a cute and funny bratty guy I can't help but support him! That is on top of his vocal range.. Just like King Gnu's vocalist, I love me some goofy talented singers!

I survived! Woke up at 6.30am Work from 8am - 6pm Went to Natori concert from 8pm Reached home and slept at 2am I SURVIVED.

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · 2w ago

Will I be able to power through today despite only sleeping for 4 hours? Find out in the next episode of Alien in Saturday Work Roster.

Will I be able to power through today despite only sleeping for 4 hours? Find out in the next episode of Alien in Saturday Work Roster.

I love the sun. Only when it hasn't really risen yet. Like 7am kind of sun.

Ok might be vain but I have been having acne problems as my skin type changes (used to be fully dry, and now combo skin just wreaks havoc), and ngl it's SO HARD to act confident and ignore it. I don't want to rely on makeup AAA

First day of work after medical leave days... I dreamt about work.

CALM THIS SAD and ANXIOUS HAMSTER, pretty please? It's just that this is the second day of me being off sick And brain worms tell me I will get fired/demoted/crushed for these days off even tho in reality my boss is chill about it 😭😭😭

Is it just me or does Shakira not age?

If you see this post, you now have THE POWER To comfort this sick gal Who is trying to rest but the construction work sounds won't stop can't stop

Thai mango salad always slaps so good aaa

Sometimes being an Earthling means one gotta maintain balance between standing up to their own beliefs and not fighting ragebaiters who are against their beliefs. Lyfe is tuff.

All in all, I am glad I took the leap. I am glad I am here. With you all. If you have never seen me before, nice to meet you! #vtuber

Well regardless, I woke up super woozy and sneezes nonstop sooooo I am working from home.

Utsumi Meli ~ 宇宙美メリ || 2.0 Ver IN PROGRESS@utsumimeli.bsky.social · 2w ago

Work starts late today as a goodwill from my manager, "so you can watch soccer," I don't watch soccer. I slept from 1 AM all the way to now.

Work starts late today as a goodwill from my manager, "so you can watch soccer," I don't watch soccer. I slept from 1 AM all the way to now.