I thought I would be fine on SSRIs, I was in fact not fine. Uh, that fucking sucked. I trusted my psch, cause the vyvanse was okay and she told me it be “a mild interaction”… Mild interaction as in I became absolutely zombified with horrendous side effects. Worst part I had to wean myself off them.

It’s always hard to hear things like “at least he didn’t hit you”, as if words don’t cut as deep as a fist. Sometimes I wish he did just so people would believe me. Ask me while I was wondering if a leap off the balcony would stop him if I was glad he didn’t hit me…

I’m finally back on my medication. Thanks for being patient with me. I forgot how hard it was to exist without them, I couldn’t even think. It was just two weeks but I just felt so useless and sad that my body and mind wouldn’t work. Anyone who says ADHD medication isn’t life saving is full of it.

I thought that my meds were really doing that much for me but I was so wrong. My prescription ran out, so I have to go 3 days without it and the difference is so noticeable. My brain feels like it’s buffering between every action 😭😭

Many come here for escapism, but I do not have that luxury. Not in my hobbies, not in my communities, racism permeates every single space. So yes, I will talk about it. If you can ignore the plights of the world, congratulations, you were born lucky. It must be nice.

I’m so fucking tired.

Tennessee gerrymandered Memphis, a majority black voting district, they cut it to pieces, and as usual nobody weeps because why should anyone care about black people? I hope you never know the depths of our pain and hatred that comes from just having melanin.

They’re about to try and gerrymander my fucking state… guess which cities and the majority of the populations in them? 🥹

Was in the self checkout at the grocery store and when I walked up the two attendants started talking about the protocol for walk outs 🙃 I was the only one there.

Today I was able to take two things off of this list: reading a used book in bed and sitting on furniture in with outside clothing ; w ;

ValValentine | Romantasy Enthusiast@valvalentine.bsky.social · 5mo ago

-Sitting on my furniture with clothes I’ve worn outside -Touching door handles with my hand -Washing my hands only one time at the sink -Not sanitizing my phone when I come home -Reading a used book in bed -Allowing others to sit in my home -Pick things up off the ground without sanitizing/washing

The way my hair looks from the back is none of my business 😌

I’m sad OCD isn’t taken as seriously in the public eye cause it’s reduced to being clean. Meanwhile I’m sitting here like: “You didn’t say hi to your mom today, she’s 💀. She’s 💀 because of you. Call her 6 times, if you don’t she’ll 💀.” But neat freaks amirite?/s

The sky is throwing hands. Looks like I’m not sleeping tonight 💃🏾🌪️

I need you to experience the bullshit my eyes had the displeasure of viewing this morning.

ValValentine | Romantasy Enthusiast@valvalentine.bsky.social · 3mo ago

Why do people only bring up disabilities when it’s to defend AI generated art theft? “Some people are disabled and can’t draw.” Yeah I’m one of them, and you better fucking believe I give it my all every time despite the difficulties. There’s artists out here drawing with their mouths, cut the shit.

Why do people only bring up disabilities when it’s to defend AI generated art theft? “Some people are disabled and can’t draw.” Yeah I’m one of them, and you better fucking believe I give it my all every time despite the difficulties. There’s artists out here drawing with their mouths, cut the shit.

My heart never left Heavensward, and that was the right choice! WELCOME BACK!! 🎉🥳

TIL that the twilight vampires are canonically basically made of porcelain or stone. And the person describing it rubbed two bowls together to simulate the sound two vampires make 😂😭 I cant

I wasn’t clear at the time when this happened and assumed everyone saw it live, just so I don’t get another dm asking about it, I was referring to @kylenne.etheirys.social who basically harassed me in my own space for calling Alsene the WoL despite having done so since 2024. bsky.app/profile/valv...

ValValentine | Romantasy Enthusiast@valvalentine.bsky.social · 4mo ago

Vague posting about me when you were clearly wrong and then trying to bury your posts about what you did is really fucked up.

I love that me and my friend’s love language is sharing music and memes with each other. They gave me an entire euro beats playlist, it sounds sooo nostalgic.

You know what you should do? Remove age verification. 😊

Bluesky@bsky.app · 4mo ago

v1.121 is live! We've increased the quality of photos in posts by doubling the max file size to 2MB and the resolution limit to 4000x4000. Plus, posts with multiple photos now appear in a carousel so you can show off your photography in all its glory.

I don’t understand how people can have all of the resources in the world, comfort and stability in their lives, and want for nothing and will choose to make it impossible for others to do the same. I don’t understand how someone can be content and happy watching others suffer. Your soul is rotten.

In case they pull some shit by making VPNs unusable on bluesky, here are my other socials: bunsandstuff.tumblr.com www.instagram.com/valveteenbun Xiaohongshu: xhslink.com/m/u54O3vCKaU

… they’re making us age verify on bluesky now? Kiss my ass, take this vpn.

I think getting my diagnoses and therapy was probably the best thing to ever happen to me. I’m gaining tools and resilience I didn’t have to navigate life. A long time ago when I was a teenager I completely withdrew from society and my peers out of fear, for self preservation, but lost a lot in it.+

Sorry for being a lil sparse, I get very locked in when I paint and probably will be until I finish. Trying to use up my few hours in the evening when my meds are still working to focus on that :3 Love you friends! 💕

I miss Rihanna releasing summertime hits every year

Happy 4/20, blaze it in a Halone honoring way

Monday always reminds me I didn’t take advantage of sleeping in over the weekend 🥲

I get to go to the flower nursery with my mom next week! :3 I might get some shade flowers for my apartment 💕✨

Also for those who pinged for my Painting comms on VGen. Paintings are only single slot for as they can take me up to a month to complete. I’m not planning to open paintings until August. I will however be opening my sketch comms next month. +