Vanilla

@vanillaotter.bsky.social

There’s days where all my energy from having a really good way would just instantly drain afterwards and I would end up being in this depressive state where I contemplate about everything.

Nullvember has always been a special time for me, one of my childhood crushes was this one hit wonder cartoon commercial mascot from Teletoon, he never had a name but gosh he was very hot when I first saw him! Loupi Wolf got a present from Gaufre Gopher, his old rival~ 💗💓 🎨 @shadowpelt.bsky.social

I have sleep apnea and I have to use a cpap machine to actually have a really good sleeping schedule, I don’t like snoring, my throat muscles hurt whenever I do snore and I’m not fully aware of my sleep state so I’m still waiting for the doctors to call me up on my machine.