Nyv shedbsky
@veixn.bsky.social
hii!!! :3 || Lv16 !! ||🇵🇠|| cw: 42 gw: 35 ugw: 30 bmi: 17
I may be sick rn, but I’m still gonna do my 10k steps bro like, I want bmi 15 SO BAD.
Ik thigh gaps don’t define who u are or something, but like, I would only feel skinny if there’s a visible thigh gap between my legs. Like, not a tiny thigh gap, a noticeable thigh gap is what I want !!
This october, I will try my best to not give a fuck. SO, I will, try my best to turn down every food offer to me.
Bring me back to my peak where I only ate 500-600cals worth of food
Bro I’m so fucking cooked, I keep overeating holy shit. I’m scared that I might go back to my old weight
there's no fucking way I'm 44kg bro. Just nof ucking way, I'm gonna weight myself again next week wtf
LIFE IS WORTH LIVING OUHH TYSM SLEEPING WITH SIRENS THANK YOUT HANK TOU THANK YOU, I'm so fuckign geeked wdyn they released ut SHKZDISB
I love my new hair ouhhh, I love it. I will now forever have short hair. Prolly will have another haircut in like, 3-4months, keep it short type shit
All my drawings are colorful and happy, why’s my life not the same
Time passed by so fast I already forgot what I even did today
Huh? Nevermind, sorry I got too emotional and acted rashly, I wont do anything risky
I want to play arknights but I don’t have enough storage, it’s fine.
It’s better to be alone, atleast less people will mourn me once I’m gone, lesser the people, the lesser I feel guilty
It makes me feel so alone knowing that I don’t have anyone to call as an actual friend, I feel like I’m just, acquaintances with everyone
I dont get it, why would they say “lucky you”. I’m not lucky, I want to die, I wish I was normal. My behavior’s not deserving of being called lucky, we’re both mentally ill and do sick things. We’re both unlucky. I don’t like talking to them sometimes, they make remarks that hurts me so so much
I’m currently ignoring the fact that I’m stuck at bmi 17, sorry depression’s fucking me up and I can’t do anything