Messed around with basic particle effects for attacks. Playing Gravity Circuit kind of open my eyes to how I want thinks to feel, and this is an area (among many) where I feel i haven't made things adequate.
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Hit a small epiphany when thinking of both of these characters in tandem, that sometimes people's ability to actually understand and empathize with autism is so low they will actually just label them as sociopaths. "They don't think like us and that's scary." Fuck. Dude.
On a much more positive note. Seeing someone neglected, abused, deeply socially isolated, and disliked by everyone even in a meta-contextual way, who probably had every right to be angry about it, rise above all of it and choose compassion, is one of the most satisfying things I've watched ever.
You know what? Like, I'm always afraid of speaking up about things because I don't like creating problems for other people. But I shouldn't just let everything be a problem for only me, I don't deserve that.
You know I'm really fucking trying to be as positive and happy about Jax as I can but honestly I just fucking know egg crackers will feel personally vindicated by this and I don't know if I can even trust that we're mature enough as a community to think Ribbit's actions could have caused some harm.
I'm thinking about Anatomy and Hello Neighbor in the same context and that house is a victim
I'm watching Turn A Gundam and I'm only like eight episodes in but I hate this dude's vibes and I think I'd like to waterboard him with cement.
doodle an on-the-spot OC as a joke and accidentally fell in love with them. They're Crab Gnome Wizard and they're a PS1 mascot platformer enemy from a game that never existed
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A Mountain's Nuclear Shadow (Vent art I've never posted here. I've fully conquered the feelings behind drawing this by now, but today has felt very good and special for some reason. So I thought sharing it here would be decent celebration.)
Thinking more about why I like Tank Chair so much, and I think its partly that I deeply empathize with Shizuka. When you care about someone enough you feel like you'd do anything to help them, even very dangerous and stupid things. Especially if they can't be around anymore and you want them back.
realizing that enjoying and being deeply fascinated with asian noodles is in fact very italian of me
this sonic shit is way to fucking much sometimes man, i need to go back to being a ratchet and clank nerd.
I'm deeply curious if any of the Gigantic dev team are working on Deadlock, because so much of the presentation feels like it's directly inspired by Gigantic.
Artemis Zogg, I'm watching your stream, why are you trying not to laugh, bruh? That's disrespectful as shit, bruh.
Any time any one says something nice or acknowledges my talents in any way that isn't just a metric, It's like I turn into a cloud and float into outer-space. Even when it's just as basic as "this is cool!", my reaction is always "YYESSSS!! THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOOORR!!"
please understand. artists don't get nearly as much feedback (praise, comments or otherwise) as you think they do. much less than years and years ago. we don't know how much you like it. we don't know how it affected you. unless you say something, or recommend it, comment, reblog. anything.
weird dream sharing time. Pretty sure I was in a fucked up version of Digital Circus where Caine was obsessed with terrible horror games. And I think I beat Choo Choo Charles to death with a pillow and he exploded into a shower of colorful gore.
I've been getting really into writing lately and regretably putting words into a specific order so they sound good and then using words with ideas so you don't have to use other words is very fun. I believe high level writers call this pro-say or something similar.
thank you nintendo for saving us from whatever other fuckass discourse we would be yapping about today
Bsky exclusive art, its the beginning of a new and excitingly different story
was rewatching shrek and during the scene where fiona was singing to the bluebird as someone who recently aquired the ability to do that, that shit is moderately traumatizing
the entire digital circus fandom owes me one whole ass birthday. this is the second year in a row. you fuckers.
the entire deltarune fandom owes me one whole ass birthday ya'll better pay the fuck up
I wish I had an adequate way to convey how dramatic my personal journey has been but like. Four years ago I was such a constantly scared and traumatized person, and now every year since has felt like the best year of my entire life. Things are so severely better for me it defies explanation.