Vexxient

@vexxient.bsky.social

32 l He/Him l Yoshi addict l Music lover 🎡 l Tattoos are super neat πŸ’š l South Dakota Wolf 🐺 Streamer: twitch.tv/vexxient https://vexxient.carrd.co/ pfp 🎨: @pagrynga.bsky.social banner 🎨: @belvor.bsky.social

🚨 Special Stream Incoming! 🚨 This upcoming Saturday, I'm celebrating my birthday with a full 24 hour stream and you are cordially invited! πŸ₯³ Kudoboard will be available during the whole stream if you'd like to post a special message. πŸ’š I hope to see you there! πŸ’šπŸ©ΆπŸ–€

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On this day, I have officially 100% Super Mario 64 for the first time! Many of struggles, many of frustrations, but I kept pushing through! This one goes to those who watched me make it to the end, thank you for believing in me! πŸ’š

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🎡 You said you'd always be there for me Like a fool I thought you'd be Now I don't know what I was thinking at all But the least you can do is say you're sorry Least you can do is give me back my heart I won't come around no more Least you can do is tell me why, tell me why 🎡

Do I miss streaming this week? Absolutely! Did I need a break? Yes. Way more than I like to admit. I've been brewing some ideas for streams while I've been taking it easy and I'm excited to get them rolling soon! Now more than ever, I'm giving my all to what makes me happy, streaming. πŸ’š

Every year for Pride, I repost Hue. I made him to send love and comfort to those who feel Pride isn’t for them because they aren’t out. You matter, you are valid, and it’s ok if you aren’t ready yet. Coming out is not a requirement for being part of this community. Happy Pride 🌈

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Sometimes, all you can say is I'm doing my best with what you are dealing with. The truth is, I'm so exhausted mentally and probably physically for some time now. If I don't seem as active as I usually am or not returning messages, you are not the issue. I just need a break from a lot. β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή

I somehow did not keep a screenshot from my last speedrun of any %, but I did beat my previous best time by over 30 minutes! Also never did game over either! Super proud of this one and thanks for watching! Until the next time~ πŸ’š

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There will be no stream today. I was offered to go have lunch and spend time with my mother. It's not often I get that opportunity to do so, plus I could use a day for myself. Stream of Dragon's Dogma with Darwin will be next Sunday or at a later day. Thank you for understanding. πŸ’š

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I have been getting the feeling as of late that things are starting to make more sense to me. My purpose becomes clearer. I have no idea where it will lead me to, but I've found much more peace and acceptance. It's my time to shine and I'll be damned if I let anything take it away from me. πŸ’š

Thank you all for 2K followers! πŸ’š 24 hour stream coming soonℒ️ ! There will never be enough words to describe just how humbled and grateful I am to be a part of this wonderful community. Truly have made my life better and I hope I can continue to bring happiness and joy to your lives. Thank you πŸ’š

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🎡 Say goodbye to yesterday (say goodbye to yesterday) I made it through, I made today, despite what I was told You were there to rescue me (you were there to rescue me) You shine your light, so I could see Then I fall into you And I fade away I fall into you And I fade 🎡

I finally up and deleted both my X and Tiktok account. I was hardly using either of them to begin with, but in case anyone was wondering. If anyone tries to impersonate me from either or, just know that it isn't me! Because in all honesty, I'm better off without it. 😌

Because I was gone most of last week, I didn't have the time to write down anything. Tonight, I will reflect on the days and jot everything down. For the first time in what seems like forever, I can be excited and frightened on what I'll say. I implore others to start journal entries, trust me πŸ’š

Vexxient@vexxient.bsky.social Β· 6mo ago

February is upon us and I gotta say, it's been great and scary seeing what I've been writing down. I believe this just validates I should've written entries a long time ago. Better late than ever!! Plenty on the mind, but I am hoping this flourishes into more positives than negatives. πŸ’š πŸ–€

πŸ‘€πŸ’¦ first time with sushi yesterday....it's actually good, hello!?!? Like what have I been missing??? (Coming from someone who doesn't like most seafood) California and sweet potato(yam tempura)....my goodness 🀀

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February is upon us and I gotta say, it's been great and scary seeing what I've been writing down. I believe this just validates I should've written entries a long time ago. Better late than ever!! Plenty on the mind, but I am hoping this flourishes into more positives than negatives. πŸ’š πŸ–€

Vexxient@vexxient.bsky.social Β· 6mo ago

Maybe this will be a recurring thing, every week or month. This last week with the entries, I'm seeing myself more open and accepting on personal things in life and it has brought peace to me. I'm feeling more like myself again and hopefully it continues that way. I'm doing my best. πŸ’šπŸ–€

🎡 All those years down the drain Love was not enough when you want everything But what I gave to you and now the end must start Oh, I should have listened to my heart Cause I don't wanna be let down I don't wanna live that life again Don't wanna be led down the same old road 🎡

Maybe this will be a recurring thing, every week or month. This last week with the entries, I'm seeing myself more open and accepting on personal things in life and it has brought peace to me. I'm feeling more like myself again and hopefully it continues that way. I'm doing my best. πŸ’šπŸ–€

Vexxient@vexxient.bsky.social Β· 7mo ago

Little over half way through my entries and I'm starting to see a trend for me. The days that something is off, got me stressed, angry, etc, I just write...ALOT. The days I feel content/happy, not as much is written, but I still jot what I feel in that moment. Lately? The entries are short. πŸ’šπŸ–€

Little over half way through my entries and I'm starting to see a trend for me. The days that something is off, got me stressed, angry, etc, I just write...ALOT. The days I feel content/happy, not as much is written, but I still jot what I feel in that moment. Lately? The entries are short. πŸ’šπŸ–€

Vexxient@vexxient.bsky.social Β· 7mo ago

One thing I decided to do for the year is writing down in a journal of whatever comes across the mind. Whether good or bad, I think it's worth jotting down. I'm hoping it helps me in more ways than I'll ever know~ ✍️

One thing I decided to do for the year is writing down in a journal of whatever comes across the mind. Whether good or bad, I think it's worth jotting down. I'm hoping it helps me in more ways than I'll ever know~ ✍️

2025 had a lot of ups and some downs that really hindered a lot personally. That didn't stop me from enjoying streaming! I was able to finish 48 games which is extremely impressive in my eyes! πŸ₯³ Here is the Tier List I did towards the end of stream. Here's to 2026~ πŸ’š

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Maybe I set the bar too high and I never see the results. I am constantly chasing what I know I want and yet what if it isn't enough? I always pride myself on not letting the negatives get to me, but if there is anything this year has taught me, even with all the positives, one negative ruins all~