I'm ALMOST done my second workout of today, and y'all it's over 2 hrs total, this js AMAZING

Today has been very people heavy and not in a bad way, just feels like so much has happened today when it rlly hasnt been a lot

I dreamed about ex. Ew. But also woke up feeling an empty ache bc I miss the feeling of feeling cared for

I have so many workouts to post eventually

Bowling hasnt been nearly as awkward as I feared it would be (long story short, 2 girls I went to middle school with, so they KNOW shit, one of which I haven't seen in years, the other we've met a few times thru H's get togethers and been friendly)

AND I STEPPED IN FUCKING WATER. WITH MY SOCKS. AHHHHHHHH IM SO DONE WITH TODAY

Ofc mom was riling me up more the drive home bc dad's been at HER to get at ME about getting time off. Y'all asked LAST MINUTE. I'd also sooner quit than have my grandfather drive me. Love him. But no.

Told mom to go to costco with out me, I'd rather hang out in the work break room and sit alone for a solid minute before she talks the whole way home I'm just too people tired today

Between the doordasher and phone call I just dealt with, my whole nervous system wanted to bolt out the door

Welp today makes the third customer I've hung up on in my 8 years in this one retail store but daymn you old hag I DONT MAKE THE ONLINE DISCOUNT CODES DONT CURSE AT ME CUNT

My tiktok is giving me so many tear jerking videos and I think my period is coming up

Me the moment I emailed my notice a week ago: "WHO WANTS MY DISCOUNTTT WHILE I STILL HAVE SOME LEFT TO SPEND"

130 and its stock day and Ive already done 2 heavy ass pallets myself SO TIRED

Okayyyy productive day off!! Just past 430, Ive done a half hr workout snd cleaned a chunk of my room

Unplugged main light in shed so mom doesnt look out and see Im seepin here. She gets so weird about it, Im taking advantage to enjoy fresh air while I can

And my ears and stuffy this is actual hell rn

VAPING MAKES IT FEEL MORE AHHH STOOOOPPPPPPPPP 😭😭

I can feel my teeth

AHHHHHHH I FLOSSED TOO MYCH MY GUMS IN ONE SPOT FKIN HURT AND IM HIGH AND CANT UNFOCUS ON IT AHHHHHHHH I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT

Shocked they let me go home early (esp without covering the rest of my shift) but to be fair I DID make eye contact first thing with my manager, then had to bolt to vomit

Which I am GRATEFUL for bc I fucked up my arm (working out I think) 2 days ago and its still so fucked

🤣🤣 the last hour of my shift has been blowing up balloons for my manager's fiancé's bday

Working out but I keep having giggle fits bc Im high watching smosh read reddit Playlist

Its the updating tbe resume thats rough. I had H make it last time, so at least I just gotta kinda add to it

There is SO much happening at workplaces. Main one, a manager no showed a week then texted they quit. Second workplace, well.... most of us are dippin'. And NOW I have to frantically update my resume bc I got a lead that workplace next to main is hiring and that would be GOLDEN

Gave myself heat exhaustion at work and threw up in a garbage on the sales floor at the end of my shift 😃😃

Universe rlly said ".....you don't need mcdonalds" Literally the only thing missing was the one thing I ordered 🥲 dang okay

Ehehehehe I love talking fish with people who come in, usually results in free fish or, in this case, a 20 gallon 🤣🤣

I already had 5 drinks on the go at one point today 😅😅 water, coffee (starbies freebie), smoothie (local freebie), an energy drink, and a boba (coworkers insisted)

I talked coworkers into letting me get a kids meal (blamed cost) they also gor me a small aidw. I snacked a bit and the rest is in fridge tmmr for lunch (or in hopes smol coworker will ask if I have snacks/food). Also managed to push off the cake for tonight bc dad's friend showed up expected