#sh #shtwt #shsky

“slipped” with my eyebrow razor. if this doesn’t turn into a cool scar im gna be mad #shbsky #shtwt #slitsky

hey just a reminder when i say mdni i MEAN mdni 😭😭😭 im so tired of seeing 14-15 yo repost my stuff. i know its inevitable considering what app im on but hey it would be really nice if you guys were at least low key about it i feel like a pedo seeing kids like my stuff

a 14 yo just asked me for advice on how to cut deeper 😭😭😭😭 nnnoooooo noooooo

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im gonna try cutting again 2night im on the edge of my seat for ts

god how i missed that rush. i feel alive again. maybe im meant to function like this. maybe this is my way of living. love yall ❤️ #relapse

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ok guys im genuinely on the brink of relapsing again

i twoke out around my talking stage yesterday asking him if he even wants me and now hes barely talking to me im neeervouss

guys im meeting up with a dilf next weekend wish me luck 😅😅😅😅 im a virgin btw 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

holy shit ive been texting with this dilf for a while now and i think he wants to go further. its gotten so bad i started unironically using “🥰🫣😋” LMFAO

i wanna smoke the FATTEST joint ever ohhhhhh my goooooood

if i start gaining weight from these antidepressants then im gonna KILL MYSELF 😅😅😅😅😅 i can handle the stomach problems. i can handle the headaches. i can handle the dizziness. BUT NOT WEIGHT GAIN. #edsky #edbsky

my social anxiety is so confusing. a year ago i was terrified about getting stared at. meanwhile walked around with a tshirt and fresh cuts not even thinking about that being the problem ¯\_(⊙_ʖ⊙)_/¯

im crine i saw sb asking for wl motivation and someone said “are you PREGNANT?” 😭😭😭😭😭 ?????????????????????

i got a new cal track app and its saying i have 1650 cals for the day? bitch please thats #toomuch

im probably nonbinary but i have a job rn so no time to worry abt that

14 MORE HOURS AND IM OUT OF THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WOOIOOOOOOO FFFFFUUUUUCK YES 🙌 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌OOOHHHH FUCK DUDE FINALLY

NEW LAYOUT :DDDD pls dont forget about me oomfs

mental hospital staff took my blades away and i am currently losing my mind

i have to remind myself that relapsing is a normal part about recovery but it feels so wrong. i cant do this anymore. im back in this loop of my thoughts circling around the one thing ive been trying to avoid. i can’t regulate myself at all.

i need a 42 year old boyfriend in my life….. pspspspspsps 🥹

fuck guys.. the mental hospital actually helps. i’m… in recovery !!!!!!😄😄 not even a joke or bait im fr

things that improved my life: - cold showers every morning/thru the day when i’m agitated - chugging a bottle of water when i’m stressed or want to relapse - just saying no to people and telling them when it’s too much for me - going on a walk at least twice a day

relapsing in the mental hospital has to be a humiliation ritual bro. “How deep is it? Can I see? I need to patch that up. Fill out this form” FFFFFUCK YOU #shbsky #slitsky #shsky

guys i started talking to both of my exes again. one cheated on me the other manipulated me. idk why i do this to myself. the one i missed, the other missed me.