i dont want to get up anymore

back to staring at the wall in silence

I'm sorry for all the venting I'm doing here I promise I'm never looking for solutions, it's just my place where I can speak into the void. My brain needs a space to just do that or I will explode emotionally.

i will always be the second choice as it turns out

im really trying to hold it together i am so tired of feeling this way.

its okay if im replaced, ive been through it before, i can make it through it again. i just wish it didnt hurt so bad

cooked something for @voxerthirst.bsky.social :3c

i want to be happy, i want to feel like im happy, i want to be so happy then why cant i. why does it feel like im not allowed to be

hehe hehe yaoi @voxerthirst.bsky.social @chainedstratagem.bsky.social #nsfw

the yuri bug has claimed me, I keep thinking of fem ochi eating out fem voxer and them just fucking nasty before scissoring uhhhghhh im so plagued by these thoughts

buuuuhh i haven't been able to focus on art for a couple of days, so it's nice to finish something (brainworms) @voxerthirst.bsky.social

So brainworms be crazy you know @voxerthirst.bsky.social #nsfw

2v1 With @voxerthirst.bsky.social and @chainedstratagem.bsky.social's boys :3 #sukhoiart #sukhoiaki #nsfwart #ffxivnsfw

fem Ochi and fem Voxer scissoring

i want to explode i want to escape into the woods i need to run away to never be seen again and live with the animals holy hell i am SO pathetic dm,snvjkhfuirefjrökforeihgiugorjekgrlgöregjheguegoije

yeah, still so normal and not suffering from brainworms :) @voxerthirst.bsky.social

@voxerthirst.bsky.social voxer and lyric for you all #art

Quick sketch of voxer with a neck chain @voxerthirst.bsky.social

i deserve a clown treat after my head exploded yesterday

yeah, i reeaaally wanted to draw kefka haha......... @voxerthirst.bsky.social

kefka hand brainworms again, yippee! @voxerthirst.bsky.social

so um, yeah. hands, am i right? @voxerthirst.bsky.social

i honestly cant stop fucking crying, im so exhausted, i put in so much effort and am just given a shake of the hand and a pat on the back my heart hurts so bad

idk i think i'm going insane in a whole new way @voxerthirst.bsky.social

the yaoi neuron's rent was due, the bj brother infection is back @voxerthirst.bsky.social #art #nsfw #ff14

aaaaaaah i forgot to post this oops @voxerthirst.bsky.social

this was gonna be just a quick doodle of 🔥💧 teasing voxer, but got a bit out of hand againnn lol @voxerthirst.bsky.social

so sorry to all my friends who have to constantly hear me be pathetic about how i want a partner and being just a little loser why must dating as a content creator be so fucking hard bro

red hot deep blue feral forms fucking voxer thats the post