malaise but body horny im in hell

lads i forgot the 1st rule of tarot. never ask a question "for funsies" the cards had so much to say to me and called me out repeatedly with a fucking baseball bat

one day i will stop being a coward maybe

in the trenches of Big Depression but somehow having Hope

trained like a dog

hey dont worry. maggot bent over and overstimulated until he cries

hey. hey listen. knr nasty suckin n fuckin, ok?

Homoerotic activities?

it doesn't hurt yet

heat flaseh with the sweating. i feel crazy too. hhhhgg

u know that i am huffing that sweet blood smell

pressure meds makin me feels so fuckin high man. jesus. that + the lessened physical body stress is prolonging my up-mood i think, and i genuinely feel. weirdish. too energetic. but im not swinging around so violently? curious...

fires lit, they want to eat me alive stretched out on the spit to the very brink I hoped to get to heaven when I die but hell has nothing on this heat I think

i am in. so so much oain cramps 8.5/10 shoot me.dead fr feels like my guts are gettinf shredded

new meds whooping my ass lowk. where ami

partners keep teasing me and then not fucking or hurting me im cryyyyyyying

I do like to think that they really love each other… they don’t just fuck against a wall because it’s convenient. They like holding on, being close and in both a freaky and an emotional way, Nikto likes Krueger clinging to him and being able to hoist him up and hold him✨ (I am so normal about them)

its hard being so horny all the time and like nobody /has/ to do it but im still here im still doing it

would be easier if my kneejerk thought to lighten my mood was "a yummy treat" or "spa day" instead of "get beaten to a bloody pulp and then cuddled as i hiss and whimper"

i feel like shit. so tired. so dont want to hydrate or eat. just a general malaise.

who want to beat the shit out of me and then fuck me 🥺

COMS OPEN! Trying my luck here! I have some time on my hands and since I want to reward myself for doing some things that made me hella afraid in the past half year, I plan on getting a new tattoo :} So, three slots are open! Feel free to dm/comment✨ #SebastianKrueger #Nikto #NiktoKrueger

very cold today. very cruel. i feel like i could snuff a light out, and not feel much about it in any direction. i dont like feeling like this. i dont like looking at things in a way that searches for their weak and break points. why was i built like a hunter?

im so sore from jacking off so much and im still way too horny 😭 is there an opposite of viagra. im already on antidepressants, arent those supposed to lessen libido. im about to start mauling ppl.

hard at work as in i got a fucking boner not as in im doing shit

finally making some headway on the companion piece of writing for this (smiles) be ready to get in this guys head and think about fuuuucked up sex stuff

Aether@unhinged-polycule.bsky.social · 5mo ago

A comission I did for the insane @vulnusmorsum.bsky.social of their OC Maggot :) Thanks for trusting me on that🤍✨

bday next week and ppl asking me what i want and im like. lowk i just wanna get beat up and dicked down

my hand really hurts but the pain was acquired honourably (aggressive fingering)

todays mood: very depressed, very horny, very overheating