Laura

@websel.bsky.social

27 | she/her | ger/eng | My 3 brain cells are for Mithrun, Umineko and Monster Hunter. 🖤🩶💜

Through wanting to be there for Mithrun I'm learning to love and respect myself. I see parts of me in him so I start to respect them in myself because I love him. He's the voice telling me to care for myself. Some may say I'm delusional and maybe that's true, but it's working for me, so fuck you.

I would spoil Mithrun so much. I'd do absolutely everything for him and he'd never ever have to move a single finger again. When I look at him I just wanna give him everything he could ever need. And this feeling is only getting stronger. I really don't understand what he's done to me...

I really don't wanna start drawing again but a few days ago I imagined an outfit Mithrun would look absolutely stunning in and I don't know if I can make it stay in my head. But...I really don't have the ability to make it look like I want and be satisfied. I'll just get frustrated again. So...meh