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gai 18+ he/him https://citan.carrd.co/

concept: guy who thinks if they dont thank all of their organs each day then the organs will cease functioning and the whole day is spent paranoid they forgot an organ so they keep going through the list

im actually in some ways grateful this game is dick and balls so much to the point they dont even do anything with solel (? maybe) after pt1 despite solel Literally being your main character. Because i can imagine anything now and thats more engaging that any writing they have in the game

if nothing else fortunes weave has provided me with pathetic old men who are allowed to have gay sex and Do have gay sex. fabio is pathetic because he wants to fuck someone so bad he cloned her badly 5000 times and then fucks her descendant, solel is pathetic because he is completely brainless

rewatched the lighthouse i love problematic abusive old men getting turned into pet dogs and watching them jerk off to fresnel lenses

fortunes weave is making my blood pressure marinate at a disgusting level. i keep thinking about all the absolutely unhinged choices they make. recently had a character spend 5 or 6 lines of fully voiced dialogue explaining something to characters that all knew the info. Bc it needed to get to me

rewatching the last few eps of shiki rly making me endeared all over again to tatsumi and seishins relationship (and that tatsumi speaks politely to him...). also i wonder if im thinking too hard or thinking just hard enough to consider the muroi<->moroi link in seishins final episode preview

for all fortunes weaves flaws it is allowing me to consider a fail wifeguy whose karma is so bad he was forced to be reborn into a tube-baby-womans body having dissociative lesbian sex with his mecha wife-from-a-past-life while the queen of throwing rocks w her corpse arm draws it in the cuck chair

i like that fabio is a latchkey kid and dietrich is an ipad baby that needs stimulation or he will die. mom and dad are on the moon and wont be coming back. 3000 years of letters left on the fridge saying "Make a bomb" or "Can you be a boy this time" or "Where is nuwa". dietrichs on liveleak

in the pursuit of rekindling nearly forgotten feelings anacharsis of AGARTHA (acronym) will make quantum estrogen and get really into sex toy design in that timeskip gap between part 2 and 3

love having a kind soul it feels so good to be in a power outage for 12+ hrs but all im thinking is yay theres an estimate now for when itll be fixed rather than being pissed off

feeling my dick get blown off of me hearing jade come from myson rn are you kidding me. STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooPPPPPPPPPPPPPPppppppppppppp BRO!

fortunes weave is actually pissing me off how its making me care about agarthans. why do i have to learn about what theyve been up to through the damn warriors game i want to think about myson-cleobulus-anacharsis irritating gay hag-queen-queen trio.

is it dietrich pulling apart a creature with answerer and fabio is watching or is it fabio pulling apart dietrich and answerer is watching or is it dietrich pulling apart different-body fabio and original-corpse is "watching" or is it different-body fabio and original-corpse and dietrich is watching

fabio would be one of the strongest characters of all time if they put him in a game that believes the player can read and think about words on a screen. or maybe if i played this when i was 14. i want to see visually how he slides into corpses

i unseriously made a tier list of male charas in fefw as like "whose dick suddenly on my tl would i be happiest to see" and its crazy that benditz has jumped in my ranking after recruiting him bc its really awesome how much of an annoying boomer he is while also begging you to stay. And hes critting

i think im coming to terms with a realization that my ship type Is tactician/leader. if youve got gay tactician/leader and a group of men older than the hero who have already been through their big dramatic story then i guess i dont care how shitty it is im eating it

knowing im the only one who started with dietrichs route out of the people i know that have the game makes me feel like everyone in encircling me and pointing and saying GAY and theyre right. what the fuck is any of this route doing aside from gay MAN SEX. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the

new fe update is i genuinely got the ick recruiting someone new because he is 5+ levels above me and a higher tier class and no map even has enough slots for him to come in unless i kick someone else out. and he doesnt support with Anyone i have

actually let me sum up my fe thoughts so far even more concisely 1) dietrich and fabio will have erotic anesthetic+neuromuscular-blocking vivisection (maybe you can drop the anesthesia) off screen 2) game should have a proper noun database i can refer to

probably more than anything i can just taste how boring the map traversal/random fights/dungeon crawling will get. i want something thought out mapwise not just 5 dogs every 5 minutes. How long can i survive before i say fuck it and just go fight the final boss yknow

fe thoughts so far: dietrich is hot. no one and nothing is really making sense. there are an insane amount of proper nouns and behind the scenes relations going on i cant keep up at all. at least di doesnt give a fuck there are so many characters. too many

i said all that about dissolution but now that my refund has hit im like i dunno.................... the vibe has now shifted from "psychological horror w taboo themes exploring that darkness" to "this is my kink" and im less interested in that. but the demo at least got my brain whirring so thanks

rikyo: you could have him be so taboo because of his inability to fully connect with humans. the story isnt interested in that and thank god bc it would detract from him (would it be interesting to explore in fanworks? yes but it would gross me out too much)

played the dissolution of my self demo and loved every second of it what the hell. hectors so funny and yet its written to a point where i am immediately within his headspace and understand exactly why hes doing the things he does. im itchin for my refund to hit so i can buy it