Willow🏳️‍⚧️

@willowdev.bsky.social

Willow (She/They) - 27 Aspiring game developer - Looking for work I love games, music, drawing, writing, movies. I love human art. I stream (sometimes) at: https://www.twitch.tv/willowdevs Support me here: https://ko-fi.com/willowdevs

Had an interview yesterday, it went great and I had a lovely chat with the hiring manager. An hour later I receive an email saying I passed but they're going with another candidate. Man I just want to pay for food and meds.

Been watching through Majora's Mask again lately and I felt the urge to make a quick third person character controller. Half my brain is screaming to stop before I start another new project and the other half is devilishly ringing its hands for the dopamine of early dev cycle iteration #Godot #Dev

Got some really shitty news that means from this point on life is going to get much harder and I'm going to have to live with having less chances to work on what makes me happy and my ability to afford food is going to go down. I want to be positive and work through the bad but it's so hard.

I wanna be as good as all the people I look up to, but I don't want to be a beginner at all the things I want to do. To combat this I'm just gonna post things that I make even if I don't think they're good. So here's two PNGTuber images I drew that I've been using for my stream.

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Does anyone know the cure to being a rampant perfectionist to the point of never wanting to do anything because you're already convinced it won't turn out as good as you want it to be? Asking for a friend. Also asking for me.

So I woke up yesterday morning to a non-functioning computer. £60 and a new PSU installation later and I'm back! Installation was a daunting process and required me removing my GPU and CPU heatsink and then reinstalling them to get to the CPU power socket but all went well in the end.

People's ability to just make a character is crazy to me. Every time I see someone else's designs I'm like "Wow that's really cool!" And then when I try to think of anything I freeze up and stare blankly at the monitor for an hour.