i know people make fun of me for still using this account as a vent space but i desperately need somewhere to vent without putting pressure on someone and i can’t afford a therapist so. my PTSD is slowly killing me. i am so depressed. i don’t know what to do.

when the ship has so much yearning i have to take a break because it feels like i’m holding my breath the whole time

*cough*tedbecca*cough*

@wwxwashere.bsky.social · 2d ago

what show creators fail to understand when they don't make certain ships canon is that it's often a big fumble. you have two well written characters with chemistry, which is super hard to accomplish in the first place, and refuse to expand on it? there better be a GOOD reason.

what show creators fail to understand when they don't make certain ships canon is that it's often a big fumble. you have two well written characters with chemistry, which is super hard to accomplish in the first place, and refuse to expand on it? there better be a GOOD reason.

me today

feeling really privileged that this is the first time in my life where i am disabled by chronic pain and i get to just ✨be in pain✨ instead of also being desperate i’ll go homeless or something, but at the same time omfg can my body just CHILL

it’s so fun to be disabled by chronic pain so sometimes i wake up completely unable to function and only a trip to the emergency room and $200 can do anything for me not to jump off the window 👍

woke up completely unable to function again and have been in agony for the past 12 hrs so i’m going to the emergency room. pray 4 me etc

my roommate’s friend came over (both cishet guys) and our dog scratched the shit out of him, then they went out and decided to watch the odyssey. all this guy’s poor wife saw was him getting home at 1am with his body covered in scr lol

i am the most depressed i have ever been. everything is numb

two months in my boss already upped my hourly rate because i am doing such a good job 🤠

hank green admitting he uses AI for “research” exposes how much of a fraud his whole “i’m an expert at everything” persona is. if your whole thing is researching things and you don’t even do that well, what good are you? his credibility is in the trash as far as i’m concerned.

wait, linkedin added a "seems like AI slop" button? i need this everywhere

the thought of “taking away kudos” to me is a bit unserious because unless the author somehow kicked my grandma irl in the middle of the fic i don’t really care that they have my kudos even if by the end i didn’t enjoy the fic that much

i desperately need a therapist and i can’t afford one, this is tearing me apart

if i read one more AI generated text i am going to crash out

people on twitter who want to hate on me say "she thinks she is so popular when she's completely irrelevant" then in the same post add "[having a take they believe is bad] on such a big account is so harmful" and i'm like... surely you understand! you're so close!

god it’s so fun to be on twitter where people interpret things the worst way possible and if they disagree with you on a minor subject they frame you as the world’s worst person instead of being normal about things lol

don't think i have ever felt so seen by a post in my life

posted on twitter a request for ppl not to link fics under my posts but i left context out (an author was concerned for their irl safety) so now everyone is mad and idk how to explain "i get millions of interactions and it leaves containment REAL QUICK, it can be bad" without sounding full of myself

am i... the greatest? 😳

🦋HuaLian Fic Rec of the Day🦋 Three Day Fake Husband Fic by @linisen.bsky.social My favorite HuaLian fake dating AU😍😍😍 Fic: archiveofourown.org/works/342806...

to be clear the issue with AI writing is not only that it’s bad, it’s specifically that it isn’t made by humans, therefore it has no value. nobody is watching two AIs play chess against each other even though computers are better than humans at chess. IT’S BECAUSE WE DON’T CARE.

when you venture so far through ao3 you end up learning new words

one cool thing about being an immigrant in the US right now is that whenever a citizen gets annoyed or mad at me, they threaten to call ICE 🫩👍

i was already having a horrible day then my card got declined and i’m $1500 behind on bills so stress is consuming me so i tried to find strawberries to cheer myself up AND I CANNOT FIND STRAWBERRIES ANYWHERE so i started crying about strawberries 👍 and a man called me pathetic

trying to get over the thought that i’m too ugly to make silly videos about the stuff i enjoy (or that conservatives will doxx me again if i try) so here’s my face again :)

fanfiction is awesome bc you get to invent problems for guys you already know and love

i love that i post the exact same thing on two separate accounts and it goes like this replies on bluesky: - omg same (fun silly story that relates to it) - i disagree (respectful conversation, we follow each other at the end) - wish you the best!