xandershadow.bsky.social

@xandershadow.bsky.social

I'm you're resident aging, somewhat grumpy, dad bod Werewolf :x I'd awoo but I don't have the energy (NSFW🔞18+) He/Him|38|Single|English 546

Wondering if it's worth getting art going forward. 90% of the time it's not even for me. I get art based on what I think followers will want. I don't commission lore/story art because people have said before they don't want to see it. Just feeling like paying for art isn't worth it anymore.

hey guys! i need a couple of examples for new icon commissions I'm offering. drop a ref of your character and an expression and I'll pick a couple people :D

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I don't think I've ever had my brain so... perfectly summed up x3 "With a mess of ADHD and the splash of 'tism, I can overthink something for six hours, forget it in six seconds; and I like this specific thing so much right now I won't think about it again for six months!"

Updated primary base. Wasn't happy with how mish-mash the last one looked. White building is housing. fifteen big pal beds on the right side and upper floor, bottom left is my space. Sheds up front are storage. Stone building is fabrication. Bottom left is open space for resource farms as needed.

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xandershadow.bsky.social@xandershadow.bsky.social · 3w ago

Been playing Palworld with a Renamon mod enabled. Blame @evilsprite.bsky.social xP Now I really wanna canonize my lil monochrome menace. Including the cute lil hat with their ears through it. Clothing similar to the last pic. Buncha belts, hanging cloth m such Just need a name for em >3>

Haven't seen it proper yet, but from all the parts I've seen in youtube clips n such? Nicholas Cage as Spiderman Noir... works oddly well. Might have to sit down and watch the full series this week. People give him alot of shit, but I like him as an actor in general.

Really glad I stopped drinking Monster. Most places now are charging £2.25-50 per can now if bought as singles. £7-8 for a four pack.. it's fucking insane how much they cost now. Only time I might grab one now is if town, but even then; usually just take my water bottle with some juice in it.

Last night was a rough one. Been a while since I had a full blown episode. Extreme anxiety, rapid fire panic attacks, unshakeable sense of dread along with pain in my chest and abdomen. Pretty much a solid seven hours spent crying, suppressing the urge to scream and digging into myself. Exhausted...

New floorboards are in. Turns out woodworm are the culprit. They got to a few others as well that had to be cut out and replaced. But the floors safe n solid again, wounds cleaned. Legs swollen, knee's stiff and I've got the trousers I was wearing soaking. Bloods a bitch >.<

xandershadow.bsky.social@xandershadow.bsky.social · 4w ago

Well. Legs banged up/cut, knee hurts. Got off my chair, took a step, floor suddenly cracked and dropped, which sent me over; and the part I landed on completely gave out. If the carpet hadn't held; I'd have gone under the house. Waiting for my housing to open so I can call in an emergency repair.

Well. Legs banged up/cut, knee hurts. Got off my chair, took a step, floor suddenly cracked and dropped, which sent me over; and the part I landed on completely gave out. If the carpet hadn't held; I'd have gone under the house. Waiting for my housing to open so I can call in an emergency repair.

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Deleted my last post. Forgot you can't post something with the C word anymore without being flocked by self promoting accounts with anime avatars. If I'm gonna pay for art; "I" will approach the artist myself. Randomly following me and DMing me asking me to pay you; fast way to a block.

Possibly hot take, but so sick of it coming up in my feeds. 'Reaction content' streamers/youtubers, who's entire thing is just watching other peoples stuff, making stupid faces, laughing and talking over it, usually with bad jokes? is almost as bad as the AI slop. I don't get why it's so popular.

Can I be petty? Yes. Midus, in Cult of the Lamb? After he was killed, and I was given the item to hatch him. I did. He got raised like any other child in my cult. The second he turned into an adult? Sacrificed. Resurrected. Then I murdered him in the village square, and left his body unburied.

My cult in Cult of the Lamb, post Woolhaven. Center part is serving as residential and park space. gonna add more greenery. Me and the wife, Hagar by the fountain. Left side is the temple and Bishop residence. Right side is recreation things and the graveyard. North zone is purely for fabrication.

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"Why are you here? I'm a terrible person. Is that what you want me to say? I already know I am. So why does anybody still care about me? You're not supposed to care. You're not supposed to miss me. You're not supposed to love me. That isn't how this is supposed to go." I hate how true these are.

It's hot. It's humid. Fuck it. Y'all getting sandwiched between my big ol' frosty bunny soles and kept there til this shit blows over. Can cuddle up in the fluffy tops if ya get to cold. There's a sweet spot for everyone. Will even supply stuff for makin' slushies and icecream for y'all