fave picture of me from the birthday walk hehehehehehe + group pic

deadlock is always on the mind now since my partner (and his buddies) got scooped up by an esports team after playing in the recent night shift open and i want to get better so i can actually enjoy playing with my friends that are waaaay better than me

i love mo so so so much #deadlock

it's easy to forget that i'm allowed to make posts as a chronic lurker + i gain no satisfaction from posting or sharing my 2 cents with strangers or whatever like some of my friends BUT clogging up our general chat feels very bad so my deadlock posting goes here now :)

the way this seven died is so graphic :(

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last thing I accomplished before everyone got bored of the server 😔

hidden king voice: beeee booo boooo bop me boy arghargharharharhar

i gave uppppp it's pointless trying to force this dream of having a pretty floor loom 🙃

Rina@xqueenrinax.bsky.social · 9mo ago

if i fail to secure this deal of a lifetime on a floor loom + full tool bench im genuinely considering giving up on my dream of being weaver and doing a hard pivot to game dev because if i wait any longer im just wasting time waiting for something that was never meant to be

if i fail to secure this deal of a lifetime on a floor loom + full tool bench im genuinely considering giving up on my dream of being weaver and doing a hard pivot to game dev because if i wait any longer im just wasting time waiting for something that was never meant to be

woke up from a fugue state to find editing programs and this video on my desktop

whoops 🫠

Rina@xqueenrinax.bsky.social · 2y ago

🤞hope i dont lose interest in this project like the last one

bought funny card game balatro as a lil treat on monday and have already racked up an embarassing amount of hours... this might easily rival cookie clicker one day....

this damn dog learned that scratching me (and only me) is more effective than scratching the fridge to get my moms attention

saw a lowkey snarky video about "a patient not fulfilling basic self care tasks and obviously feeling awful as a result but not realizing it" from a supposed understanding mental health professional and it made me think about how fast id drop my own therapist if i found they made videos like that

its been much worse than expected and i don't like it here 😭😭😭

Rina@xqueenrinax.bsky.social · 2y ago

the last several weeks have been unexpectedly turbulent and now I'm back living with my mom... next year will hopefully be better but having to live here indefinitely doesn't bode well for the mental 😔

its been years at this point but im still reeling over the fact that a licenced therapist at a free CBT clinic actually told me to go ride on public transit for "exposure" for my agoraphobia... during the PEAK of the pandemic...

the last several weeks have been unexpectedly turbulent and now I'm back living with my mom... next year will hopefully be better but having to live here indefinitely doesn't bode well for the mental 😔

uh oh i think ive finally been bit by the tick that makes you like mobas

wilmot!!!

i find it so wacky that blocks are public on here, if that shit existed on tumblr in like 2014 it wouldve been a disaster within the friend groups i had them lmao

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first 1.0 playthrough is from scratch and mostly done on my own with some help from my partner (to check my math) slowly working my way to the end of phase 4 right now 🫠

what the heck... bigger number not better 😑

i have been consumed by the 1.0 release of satisfactory the last week or so and its wonderful

one of the few good things about my family not being big on going to gatherings like most other filipinos is that I'll never have to feel old when kids go up to me asking for mano after their mom told them to respect all the titas 🥲

mouse is doing the double clicking thing thats common with logitechs and i guess i gotta learn how to properly touch type so i can continue my CSD3 playthrough 😑

been playing more 7 days to die and i have many thoughts that boil down to: this game sucks! the few things i enjoy about the game are enough to keep me playing for the next little bit but theres a stink to this release that didnt fully exist when i first played 4 years ago

had a person come into my server the other day asking for help with moving but she did it in the worst way possible and killed any chance for someone in there to actually help....