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I've got an addiction and it can't be sated. Dead dove warning on basically everything I write whoops. I like both dynamics so expect either from me! Adult, 18+ as this is my nsfw account. My AO3 https://archiveofourown.org/users/yeahiknowsorry

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P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last wk.

My other big brain worm lately is trans Goro in Maruki's reality being given a cis body and Ren wanting to give him everything hes never been able to experience whether Goro likes it or not. Because I love evil. And Goro struggling with hating this versus wanting parts of this experience.

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last wk.

Thinking once again about Goro murdering his cognitive self out of jealousy for Ren fucking it when he's never been able to have anything of his own. Just the thought of the cognition's blood splattering across Ren's face as Goro shoves off the cognition and onto Ren's cock, yayyyy

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · 3w ago

getting comments like "this is so evil" or "horrifying!" are truly the greatest fuel. something about making sex fucked up and scary is so much fun for me. tho maybe i'll write something more chill one day for this account...

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · 3w ago

it's too bad that bgw is months out probably because i'd love to follow up tgw but i'll just have to write some botgoro individually...writing one dynamic too many times in a row makes my skin itch with too much dynamic excitement.

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last mo.

I wish that noncon bodymod was more popular in explicit fics because I love when a character is forced into having a different body than they normally have. One of my fics is technically trans goro but the secret is that Maruki made him think he was trans when reincarnating his body.

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last mo.

there's something so appealing about ren and goro being fucked by cognitions...i sometimes feel a little bad about being OOC but a cognition can be a logical extreme in a way that's appealing while still allowing goro and ren to have their own humanity. while the cognition is brutal and possessive.

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last mo.

Also been thinking about cogGoro cornering regular Goro and fucking him for topgoro week...specifically the context of Goro getting body modded by the Metaverse/collective consciousness to have a cunt and getting double penetrated. This has been making me a smidge feral. Very unfortunate for me.

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last mo.

Once again imagining Goro murdering his cognitive self for having sex with Ren, only to immediately take its place. This works so deliciously to me with a brainwashed/charmed Ren too who can't even back out of the situation. Dreamy sigh. It's good regardless of dynamic too...

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last mo.

I did have Goro murder his cognitive self in the Ren bitching fic but not for the sake of fucking Ren which is too bad. I should really write something for top goro week featuring that. The premise of Ren desiring a cognitive Goro but then feeling ashamed when the real one shows up is soooo tasty.

P5 shuakeshu pilled@yeahiknowsorry.bsky.social · last mo.

I don't know what it is but public and semi public sex always manage to stress me out SO much that I can't get into them. I know for some people the thrill of being caught amplifies things but it just makes me go "Christ oh God oh no".