forcing myself to go out today cause my brain is eating itself alive

i’m just so….. and it’s getting very…… yeah

two girls who are so very very sleepy

lmfaooooo

>download hinge >look through likes >i see my aunties son >delete hinge

just worked 12 hours i can’t feel my legs

me 🤝 having just barely enough money in my account to cover rent and just hoping and praying every single month that no other payments come through first

taking customs right now✨ DM or email me mercuryfaerie@gmail.com I NEED THE HELP 🖤 also taking donations again since, unfortunately, my mom lost her job suddenly this week because "a new A.I." model being rolled out" at the payroll company she was employed with... anything helps.

•°wolffaerie°•@faeriescary.bsky.social · 3w ago

the earrings I made 🗡️

tummy hurt

Need to start asking for monthly kitty support for the baby’s vet bills and food and litter assistance. Anything helps even just a share 🖤

NøctGhxst(extra spookier edition)👻🎃💀@redactedcryptid.bsky.social · last mo.

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i rly have thoughts sometimes like “i wonder if my meds are even working” and then i forget to take them a couple times and i’m like … okay so they WERE working

WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE

can i get uhhhhh

proof of life

and to make matters worse we have a fuckass company party tomorrow and there’s gonna be so many people there

raise your hand if life is dragging u by your thong rn 🙋🏻‍♀️

pet play but you take me to the vet and put me down

when the hell does it get better lol

>go downstairs to take out my garbage >come back inside >hallway is full of smoke >investigate where smoke is coming from >tenant burnt their food real bad and decided to prop their door open to air out the smoke into the hallway instead of just opening their patio door (??)

me stop isolating myself when my mental health gets bad challenge (impossible)

i need to be euthanized

i dream of never being praised for my resilience again

thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday yesterday i do not have the bandwidth to reply to each comment but i love you all sm

can always tell when i’ve missed my dose of wellbutrin cause i’ll just have tears running down my face for several hours for no discernible reason

shoutout to my ex for not doing his taxes in time and making me pay almost $200 to h&r block on my fucking birthday :) not like rent is due in like four days or anything lol fml it’s always something :D

Since I haven’t been able to get anything towards vessels vet bills I’m going to have to cancel his follow up app. I still need to pay about 50 every month for awhile though. Plus money for food and litter for the sweet boy 🖤 CA: cash.app/$noctghxst V: venmo.com/u/noctghxst #mutualaid #disabled

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woke up sooooo itchy today the universe rly said happy birthday here’s some hives