Okay, I've landed with a friend and I'm keeping on keeping on. Hopefully, this'll be the last time I have to struggle like I have to find standing.
I never should've come here. I had an off feeling when it was offered, and I should've trusted it. Instead, I'm in a worse position than before, because now I have a job I want to keep, but they just shrugged and went "at least you have food money" when I expressed this all felt worthless.