Yosua

@yosua.bsky.social

irl doctor, artist, and Cellinia Texas's hubbo lots of oc and personal ramblings c: twt/x: https://x.com/yosua_0669 support: ko-fi.com/yosua0669

Been feeling like dying lately. 12 hour workdays with no time to rest after so I can study I don't even have energy to eat, I just sleep

a random fact about myself is that i like to listen to documentaries while i draw or do menial tasks i like learning about random stuff about the world. today, i learned that the FAL rifle was made during the cold war era and thus, never really used in combat and sorta faded away in history

I think the main reason why I have difficulty connecting with people and having meaningful conversations is that, I've encountered many people who would treat me unfairly, and when I protested against mistreatment, I would be labeled as the unstable one. My ex fiance did quite a bit of that.

A random OC fact about the two straps on Yowan's coat and his blue/brown color scheme is that it resembles a swallow bird When he runs and dashes, the arms of his coat fly beside him like wings

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I like cold winter nights by the seaside. I like gentle guitar and piano music. I like dressing in simple, monochromatic clothing. I like making small talk with strangers and complimenting them. I like the getting a new drink flavor from the store and sipping on it while reading the news.

i was playing Nier Replicant and i couldnt help but become infatuated with Chaos Language. the fact that it's an ancient language, its meaning lost to time, such that no one knows what the speaker is trying to say exactly. but the emotions in the songs - sadness, despair, longing - i can feel it

Unwinding by playing Hollow Knight This game seriously tests my reaction time and I love it. It feels so satisfying doing a radiant run on a boss and making it look easy