glad i’m going back to therapy bc it’ll be nice to talk to someone but. i miss feeling like i belong in spaces to talk about my feelings without feeling annoying or insecure

how do i cope with the fact that i basically lost all my online friends & have no one to talk to irl

crying at work Yay

drunk and sad bc i think everyone hates meZ. yay 🩷🩷🩷🩷

life is rlly crazy and i Hate it ?

i miss it here

wrote an extremely depressing one shot that i’m kinda scared to publish bc idk how people would react? if they would even like it? if it would be too much? idk it was just very nice for me to write. maybe i’ll keep it to myself idk

colin bridgerton has something to prove: he wants join the family business of vampire hunting. how? by going after the infamous penelope featherington, vampire of mayfair, who haunts the streets, lurks in the darkness and slays anyone in her way. unless, they plan to fall in love during their feud.

#polintake they’re the annoying couple in line who can’t keep their hands off each other. they punctuate sentences with kisses & are all over each other but their favs are: pen clinging to colin’s bicep + resting her head against it & colin wrapping his arms around her + resting his chin on her head

this but friendship pov. THIS BUT FRIENDSHIP POV.

riley@yourloveslike.bsky.social · last yr.

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder | a polin fanfiction prologue + first chapter 🍷 ⋆༺𓆩⚔𓆪༻⋆ Princess Penelope Featherington wants to join the rebellion with the help of her least favourite knight, Sir Colin Bridgerton. 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/698809...

not to be a bitch but

my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder | a polin fanfiction prologue + first chapter 🍷 ⋆༺𓆩⚔𓆪༻⋆ Princess Penelope Featherington wants to join the rebellion with the help of her least favourite knight, Sir Colin Bridgerton. 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/698809...

i feel like i’m starting to annoy people again. time to hibernate

a woman is crying while wearing a white sweater and earrings .

ALT: a woman is crying while wearing a white sweater and earrings .

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why is publishing a new fic so embarrassing

the mixed signals need to stop

a black and white cat is laying in the grass .

ALT: a black and white cat is laying in the grass .

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𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 / 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 Penelope, Colin, and the ups and downs of a long-distance relationship #polinfics (tags in the thread) archiveofourown.org/works/68451226

i just have a lot to say and feel like i can’t say it without coming off how i don’t want to come off

i love not being included in gcs despite being friends with the people in said gc 😇 the polin fandom rlly do not gaf about my experience nor does the sabrina fandom. can’t wait to deactivate again 😛

i really would just like to Scream

i Hate missing people who no longer care for me

a woman with blonde hair is wearing a black t-shirt with gold letters on it

ALT: a woman with blonde hair is wearing a black t-shirt with gold letters on it

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i used to be so pretty in hs…college rlly ruined me Huh 😭

open.spotify.com/track/5BK0uq... this perfectly captures my medieval polin fic

gold rush

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say hello to dragonelope (pendragon to her friends) for week 4 of Enter the Polinverse! archiveofourown.org/works/695629...

and this is why i don’t come back to twitter. i genuinely just think i need to deactivate forever lol

Pov: after a certain "never in your wildest dreams" comment was made, Penelope blocked him from almost everywhere. Almost. #polin #polinart

back to twitter and i already feel icky but i feel i must be strong for sabrina!!!!

she really gets me Unfortunately