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Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber

@zepp.airforce

🔞MDNI Aeromorph #vtuber I go by she/her pronouns. 🏳️‍⚧️ trans rights are human rights 🏳️‍⚧️ My twitch channel : http://twitch.tv/zeppthunderbolt Other links : https://zepp.airforce

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Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 11h ago

oh yeah I never actually updated but yeah I've been streaming again. I pretty much operate on "I'll stream when I stream" and I fill in the gaps of when I'm not streaming with the clips turned shorts from those streams. yeah.

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2w ago

I think it's time for me to start making the step of TRYING a stream when my energy permits it. I am still considering how I will do this- and I might even do it on YouTube of all platforms due to the fact that it would lower the overall stakes in my mind. Will update- perhaps?

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2w ago

I think it's time for me to start making the step of TRYING a stream when my energy permits it. I am still considering how I will do this- and I might even do it on YouTube of all platforms due to the fact that it would lower the overall stakes in my mind. Will update- perhaps?

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2w ago

hiya, it's been a while since I've been posting updates. I'm doing good, still taking things slow since I've had a lot of things to work on and process. I hope you're all taking time to process your thoughts and trying to have the best days possible :3

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · last mo.

I can't stop drinking oil. I can't stop drinking OIL. I can't stop drinking OIL! I just can't stop- I can't stop drinking crude OIL! You know, the black stuff that comes in barrels? I can't stop drinking it. I just can't. It's tantalising. It's addicting, It's a delicacy. I love it.

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Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · last mo.

Hi hi! I've still been absent in content & streams due to me taking the time to prioritise my health and wellbeing. I can't give a timeline as to when you'll see me actively streaming again but I'm hopeful towards the future. I'm doing okay, I'm just taking my time. 💙✈️

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2mo ago

Trans rights are human rights. The hostility still amplifying towards us in the world & in the medium of VTubing that helps me & others express themselves makes me stress the need to stick together. Be there for each other, together we are stronger in being ourselves.

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Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2mo ago

As per recent, streaming's been rough for me Primarily I find myself stuck with years of no longer feeling that spark and joy and it's come to a point where I can't manage it. I'm taking the time to focus on treatment options and hope to have better news in the future.

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2mo ago

I want to interact with people more because I know it'll help me feel less alone. It's hard to feel like I'm not expendable at a moment's notice sometimes. I'm trying my best not to listen to these thoughts but through experience I've become used to being distant since I always got thrown away.

Zepp Thunderbolt | P-47 VTuber@zepp.airforce · 2mo ago

You know what? No- Nevermind. No Schedule I deserve to feel comfortable, I deserve to feel at my best on stream and It's more important to me than any numbers should be. It happens when it happens, and I'm happy to see whoever shows up.