Most of my twitter following seems to be from Japan and likes arms and armor. Alas, that gets no traction here. My drawings need to be more sexual I believe, or that should be the first thing I attempt before moving forwards with any other plan.
Bless this woman she was very sweet even if this was awkward lol
I wish all devs who give their games un-removable headbobbing a brain condition that removes the stabilizing feature of our vision that filters irl headbobbing out. We don't notice that shit, we notice it in games, it ain't immersive.
It's hard to stomach the fact that it would be a net positive if I died, when life is so enjoyable.
Come to think of it, I have probably indirectly killed some people to keep living my useless life. Some guy died in a factory or a mine in a third world country to make me some product I used for a few years before throwing it away.
atom@zerkarsonder.bsky.social · 2mo agoI am just a burden but I am too selfish and cowardly to just crawl into a hole and die. I subject others to seeing my face and hearing my voice when I can't even bear seeing myself Feeling like my life is a waste but still wanting to live it is a weird thing to grapple with. How do I explain that
I am just a burden but I am too selfish and cowardly to just crawl into a hole and die. I subject others to seeing my face and hearing my voice when I can't even bear seeing myself Feeling like my life is a waste but still wanting to live it is a weird thing to grapple with. How do I explain that
I hate everything about me, it's obviously not rational, but I can't even go outside without feeling ashamed anymore. I wish I could go back to not being self aware.
Making a new hilt and scabbard for this antique short sword. WIP
