Zard
@zxaax.bsky.social
I just do whiteboard renditions of art/things I see. I try my best to credit where I can, but sometimes mess up and forget. If you know, please help by letting me know who to give credit to.
Made a sign to warn my coworkers about wasps in the closet. Wanted to make sure people didn't miss it, so... I used @burgerkurger.com so they wouldn't forget. Got yelled at by management soon after for the sign, but I kept the art anyway. #Whiteboard #Art #Reference #Wasps #In #Supply #Closet
I might enjoy Deadlock a bit too much. And by a bit too much, I mean enough that I had to borrow @thatzawaka.bsky.social version of Rem to show my coworkers. Cute little goober, but full of chaos. #whiteboard #reference #art #practice #deadlock
So... I may or may not be slightly addicted to a particular song. Very fun song. Affection Addiction - Aku P and VocaloKAT #Whiteboard #Art #Practice #SillyGoober #Reference
"Oh hey, a video about Mamdani calling out Netanyahu, I wonder which meme channel is..." "...what the fuck do you mean it's from the official NYC mayor account???"
Benjamin Netanyahu is a war criminal.
YouTube video by NYC Mayor's Office
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I very much enjoy these images I find or are shown in my feed. Plus, it's perfect cause I feel like I've been burnt out for a while now. Good thing I'm going on vacation this week. #Whiteboard #Art #Practice #NotMine #SillyGoober
I just seem to have this wonderful ability to destroy any moment where I'm feeling good about myself.
Another fun whiteboard doodle, this time based on an albino gorgon I saw reposted by someone else. Unsure who is the original owner of this OC, but it is hella cute. If you do know, please enlighten me so I may give credit where credit is due. #Whiteboard #Art #Practice #NotMine #SillyGoober
A whiteboard version of @burgerkurger.com character Vera that I put up at work. Because I wanna. #Whiteboard #Art #Practice #NotMine #SillyGoober
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There's something quite cathartic about just building a fire and burning some wood after a bad day.
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Since this month is also Men's Mental Health, I wanna share a story. It's a bit long, but bear with me here... At the tender age of 23, I tried to kill myself. I had spent the better part of 7 years isolated and alone. No friends, no family, nobody...
Day 10, I smiled today Like a genuine smile. No mask, no lying to myself in the mirror, just real emotion. I just had that moment where I looked at where I was to where I am now, and... felt a small sense of satisfaction. Could I be better? Well of course I could. But I could be worse too.
Day 9, am I poison for other people...? I've lost contact with so many groups of people over the years, it begs the question "am I toxic?". I don't want to believe I am, but perhaps I am awful for other people. Maybe I am just... no good. How do you change yourself to become "non-toxic" to others?
Day 8, been a week of trying to be more positive. It's been a struggle to say the least, but any time I find myself thinking too much I do something. I walk, I write, I listen, I pull myself away from negativity any way I can. The struggle is doing this myself, as there's no support near me
Day 7, I long to become wanted. For love, for friends, for family... having someone need you for something feels as though it gives me meaning. I used to believe that having people hate me was my meaning. I was miserable. I would never want to make someone else feel as I do. They deserve kindness.
Day 6, I feel like I'm nothing. I want to feel like I matter to people, but I know the only way to really be that is to be something. I work to try and become something... but in the end, I always feel like it's not enough. That I'm not enough... However, this doesn't mean I won't try to improve.
Day 5, I messed up sadly Did someone dumb things, may have hurt some people along the way to where I am now. Am I a good person? Probably not. However, I am a better person now than I have been. I'm not there yet, but every day I work to become more than I am now. One step at a time, everyday.
There are times I wish I was "hyper rich and affluent" furry. And not just "weirdo who's poor as fuq" furry T~T
Day 4, late night/early morning In reality, there are a lot of things that have beaten me when I've been down. People pushing me away, finding ways to hurt me, learning my weaknesses. After some time, you develop a thicker skin so they don't affect you as much. I still want to be soft for others.
Day 3, it was rough. Finding out through secondary means that a friend who's an addict ended their sobriety and hasn't been sober for weeks. Had a chat with them in person, went badly as they brushed me off. Thought I was losing someone else to addiction. Today, they messaged me back apologizing.
I don't wanna see any more toxic Yuri, I wanna see some venomous Yuri. Gimmie a couple that equally fuckin hate everything around them and are terrible people to everyone else but are wonderful to each other.
Everyday is going to be something positive. Gonna work on being more positive overall, and this is the change.
I find myself asking myself multiple times a day "Am I good?" It's a vague question, with a large amount of interpretations. Am I asking about my mentality? My social activity? My presence with people? How people perceive me? My ethical lifestyle? So many possible answers, but one fits. "no"