Zyk ✞ devoid of energy

@zykzi.bsky.social

20↑ I organise pixels.

i am depressed living a daytime lifestyle, which has been my life for well over a month now. i keep trying to revert back to degen hrs but something always fucks me back to daytime hrs immediately, and my body is too tired and exhausted to revert back with ease.. if that makes sense.

I've got a lot to do. I've been feeling bad recently and keep saying to myself I will get back on track tomorrow. And now something horrible has happened and pushed me back down. I just want to drown in the misery while I'm still raw, but I cannot convince myself to cry more than I have.