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laughs at my own jokes . robots . art . music . movies . he/them . https://sarim.neocities.org/

spent the week doing a whole setup on my acoustic guitar because it was very annoying to play, which makes sense since it was $50. bone nut and saddle took forever to sand down, then i put on new strings twice because the first set snapped. adjusted truss rod, now it's perfect.

I feel like that first hour after taking my adhd meds is so dangerous because I get the confidence and energy to really do anything like I could cold call someone i barely talk to it’s like all my mental blocks become paper

no way they called this chinese character CHINPO togashi you are crazy i'm pretty sure kuwabara used a slur earlier as well

you really need at least one person around you with that energy of not being afraid to just try, otherwise 10 years pass and you realize you have nothing to wake up for

the opening and ending are really enjoyable, the ending especially is dripping in style visually the slow pacing doesn’t even bother me because I get to watch the ending again

I feel like I’m becoming more functional like I’m working out, playing guitar, watching new media, but I still want to russian roulette at the end of the day just hoping the positive momentum actually heals me

it’s so funny getting a message that an important presentation has been moved to the morning because I could literally feel the cortisol building and jumping out of bed to immediately lock in

last saturday while driving to the fighting game tourney my apple music played Death or Glory by The Clash I thought it was a funny coincidence anyways i went 0-2

whenever I have a good day I start looking at it like I'm glitching out like how can we exploit this bug

like i should really plan things in advance I couldve gone to combo breaker or something this weekend without even using any vacation but it's been taking 110% of my power just to keep myself alive this year ahaha

inside my shoebox staring into my glass and metal tablet and absorbing negative energy to feed my inner critic

just realized anime north is this weekend and work never sent out volunteer forms so I guess i’m not going this year

while I’m still forming my own opinion on it, fantano had a poignant comment on people tending to fall out of love with music after 30-ish and just listening to stuff they liked as a teenager. I’ve definitely felt this, though for me I chalked it up to depression, etc